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Jul 14, 2003 22:49

Yes....Contentment is where it is at, mind you I'm not talking about apathy i'm talking about Peace despite trials, and Joy instead of sadness, and Love instead of anger.

(Deep sigh)

"Now these three remain Faith Hope and Love, but the greatest of these is Love"

I'm moving out August first
I'm starting new....well same but less limits
I get to learn how to honestly trust GOd about money
I'm gonna see miracles :)
I'm starting to step out into the person i was created to be in Christ, it feels amazingly real
God is reality, and the Impossible
Dream big, thats what i'm doing DREAMING BIG, Going beyond myself and my petty needs, to understand God's heart for the searching, lonely, in despair, in denial, into drugs people in Seattle.
I need His HOly Spirit to fill me anew, with fresh fire, that i would spark people, and enviornments for His name sake.

"I'm gonna be a rebell with a HOly Cause, Stand against the Devil, count the cost. I don't want to be a flame i wanna be raging fire tired of my will my ways my old desires, its time i stopped running from You, so i'm standing still, i wanna be moved, i wanna be moved by you, this road is winding narrow and steep and i'm not standing here with frozen feet, my spirts willing but my flesh is cold as ice, but i'll stand on my conviction and be sweet song to your ear" (Some lyrics to I wanna be by Jinny Owens)

It feels like we always come to this place Lord where you ask me to jump into the unknown
being part of your plan that's where i long for my pathway to be shown
I'm trusting in the one i know always pulls me through
That is why i have given my whole life to you

Take each part of me
Lord set me free
To die to my desire
and be set on fire
To radiate, and propell
your Holy Spirits sweet smell

Each day i walk by the blank faces and hopless situations
people whose hope's have died with thier fruitless asperations
I want them to know that you're all they need
You are the only one who gets people freed

Lord teach me what it means to love like you
Show me a love that is pure through and through
Complete every empty spot so i can love sincerly
Show me how to show them how you love so dearly

(I'm think my poetry/slash song writting needs alot of work but all that is from my heart)

Today i walked around Seatlle with an old friend, i had so much fun but at the same time so many hurting people, didn't matter if they were homeless or well dressed, dirty or emmaculate thier faces spoke hoplessness and self destruction.

Father show me how to love like you do, give me a soft heart towards every person, let me see them through your eyes. AMEN
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