Nov 28, 2005 19:29
i haven't written in here in a long long time eh? so much crap has happened, i suppose i should update it.
First things first i suppose. The guy. . . from my last entry. . . yeah, he turned out to be a creepy stalker type. so i stopped speaking with him. and then i visited new york, and he's out of my life for good. last i heard from him was like a "good bye, i'm going to iraq so you'll never have to worry about me again" trying to make me feel bad type deal. pssh. yeah right.
The new york visit = amazing. i had such a good time. i can't wait to move up there. lot's happened. too much to write here. didn't get drunk. didn't get laid. . . met some really nice guys. liked one. thought he liked me cuz matt told me he did and they're friends. now he has a girl friend. ooooh well. other guy was super cool and easy to talk to. liked him mucho. dunno what's going on with him, i accidentally forgot to give him my number. ooooh well. The apartment is really nice. it's a half house type deal. It was GREAT to see sarah again. i've missed her so much. and i still do.
Skylar is gone. . . i don't want to talk about that. *insert crying*
hmmm what next. . . oh yes. work. i've been working like 40 hours every week. cool beans. money. sweet.
My grandfather passed away yesterday morning. ooooh well. actually i am kinda sad about that. i'm pretty upset that i didn't get to know him better. but from the times i did meet him, he was a bit of an asshole. so maybe i'm not so upset about not knowing him better.
Hanging out with gill tomorrow. movie day :) yaaay.
Oh yes. . . i've decided that i really like the line "sometimes the very thing you're looking for is the one thing you can't see."
It applies. People keep saying "you know, i really jsut want a nice girl. one that i could bring home to mom. a smart girl. someone who's not going to hurt me" Hi. i'm beth. have we met? sorry. maybe that sounded a bit arrogant. oh wait. . . i don't care. *big smile*
Okay. good bye now.