gosh life sucks right now
on top of all the stress i have to deal with b/c of the end of the year crap, brian decided that he wants time away from me..he said that we both need time to think about things. i dont even know what im supposed to be thinking about. what i dont understand is why does he think we need to completely cut off communication with each other when what we really need to do is talk things through. i hope he knows what he's doing. he thinks im being distant now, but by pushing me away it's just gonna make me more distant. i'd rather just work this all out and talk rather than just going off to our seperate corners to think about whatever it is thats going on. i dont know how he doesnt see that him not wanting to see me or talk to me right now is hurting me more than anything. he said that he *still* loves me and that he isnt breaking up with me and he doesnt want to see other people and that he's gonna limit his time with other girls b/c he doesnt want me to get the wrong message....exactly how long is he planning on this time apart?? I don't know if i could take it if this time lasted past a few days. i just wish he would TALK to me, just please talk to me brian.
but of course, if this is whats gonna make you happy
but of course, if this is whats gonna make you happy