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Its been one hell of a weekend. I offically crossed iota sweethearts May 5th 1:25am. While during the process I may have had doubts, im so proud now. I love my Iota family, they are the greatest and most loving people. They would do things for me my own biological family wouldnt even do for me.Everything has just been wonderful, my only fear now is that u-kno-who is going to mess it all up for me. Like we are talking now and everything is cool. But in the back of my mind I can see history repeating itself and things are going to just fall apart again. There is a quote that ends with "pain is temporary, family is forever". I consider him to be a family member that is constantly giving me pain. What do I do? After all that has happend this weekend I was so sure I had moved on but he will always be there. Please dont take me off this high ****y.