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I really fucking hate my life right now. I got myslef involved in something and i dont know if i wanna go on. I dont know if its worth it anymore. People tell me that the prize at the end is so great but why the fuck should i believe it? I just dont know and I havnt got my guy to talk to anymore so i cant even really tell him about it, although he always makes me feel good when im down.