De identiteit
I think I may be having an identity crisis. Though that may be putting it a bit strongly. I was sitting in the car staring out the windows. Not talking to my mother. And, I started wondering, who am I? I've always just known who I was and what I stood for. Now I'm not so sure. Yeah I know my feelings on issues and major events especially when it is spur of the moment, but I'm also lost. Everyone always says, there is no one else like you, but I highly doubt that's true. Then there is the question is that even good or what makes me that way? I guess I just don't see it these days. I had a purpose and a goal for a long time and now I feel like I am just floating along. Waiting as things happen. I can psycho analyze myself. I know I should "set a goal" and accomplish something, but nothing seems that hard. I know way to complain. I have days when my life completely sucks. Others not so much. I should probably take the good with the bad and figure hey it all evens out. I just don't know anymore. Identity is so subjective. People always say don't be defined by what you do. Well what if all you have left is what you do? What if your friends make up parts of who you are. I guess it is my time to be lost for awhile. Oh well... We'll see what happens. Maybe it is time for something unstructured to happen in my life.
Though I did make an awesome peach cobbler tonight. Even though that's not really important I just thought I should share it since I enjoy cooking, one of the few simple things that still make me happy.
Though I did make an awesome peach cobbler tonight. Even though that's not really important I just thought I should share it since I enjoy cooking, one of the few simple things that still make me happy.