Sep 07, 2004 23:12
why do i do this
i keep falling into to arms that make me feel comfortable like my best guy friends. then it ruins everything... well maybe not with brady!
ggrrr then theres him that always will be there and i talk to him evernight just like when we were going out but that was like forever ago so why does it seem like were just the same as always. maybe cus when we broke up we never really moved on. well we did but not really. he drills me with thinking i can have him back but then i know things wont be the same. so i guess he can be a booty call?? :/
then i find myself thinking of ****** and i get mad cus im an idiot. fuck fuck fuck
what am i doing, i think im on a mission to destroy every guys life that comes close to me. i dotn mean to shit just happens to end that way. then i get my heart broken but ya know what thats just karma cus i can treat my boyfriends liek shit sometimes.
watever im over it... i have that guy that i feel comfy with and thats all that matters at the moment.
i havent smoke the ganga in 4 weeks, gave up that oen bad thins cus i was just trying it to see what teh big deal was. and ive gone to school everyday and havent even been late. then doing extra activities to keep me busy liek working and going to tybo and dance class.
im sooo good, my parents are soo proud. go angie
as long as i dont hate myself i could give a fuck if u hate me!!
i have it and she has it but u dont have shit and ur just jealous cus everyone knows u will never have it. haaa thats right