thinking....
i guess it's true when people say, you really don't know what you have til it's gone. ::sigh::
so anyways, i've been thinking... a lot. (i know, shocking, isn't it?)
i've decided i need to start saving my money, hardcore. i have so many things i want to do, but that means i need money...
this is the plan... next year around this time or towards summer time, i want to be move out of my parents house. i love them to pieces and everything, but by then i'm going to be 20 and i need to grow up and face the world on my own, you know? so i want to move out with madonna and stephanie. the three of us get along so well and the three of us are working and everything, i think that if we got an apartment or condo we'd be able to work it out and actually get along. but i guess i'll see where this next year takes me.
i also kinda wanna go away to school. something deep down still wants to go to Eastern. i know that won't happen any time soon, mainly because i screwed myself over so badly this year at macomb. i couldn't take school this year, i didn't wanna sit in classes for 2 hours, not my cup of tea. next year i need to get my ass back into line.
um, guys are still confusing. it sucks, majorly. i was talking to this one guy and him and i hit it off really well, then we stoped talking? what the hell? who does that? whatever made me kinda upset, but nothing to dwell about. i miss a relationship. why is it that whenever someone likes me, i tend to turn them down or find a reason to not date them? i guess it's also true that "nice guys finish last" i always thought i was a girl that went for the guys that treat girls right. i need to find myself a good guy that i can actually stay with. i want someone to call my <3"sweetheart"<3
so whats up with this cold rainy, snow stuff?! come on we're in the end of april, bring on the summer already!
so i have court in about 2 weeks and i'll finally figure out whats going to happen to me about my OWI. i'm kinda nervous but hey we'll see. the only shitty part is that i don't get my driving privliges back til july 23rd. that just sucks. ok kids, i hope you learned something, don't drink and drive, you'll pay a shit load of money and you won't drive. so not worth it anyways.
so most of the colleges get out within the next week. i'm excited for everyone to come home. i miss certain people. i'm excited for the summer. :) bring it on!
ok, well i'm done for the time being... leave some love :)
so anyways, i've been thinking... a lot. (i know, shocking, isn't it?)
i've decided i need to start saving my money, hardcore. i have so many things i want to do, but that means i need money...
this is the plan... next year around this time or towards summer time, i want to be move out of my parents house. i love them to pieces and everything, but by then i'm going to be 20 and i need to grow up and face the world on my own, you know? so i want to move out with madonna and stephanie. the three of us get along so well and the three of us are working and everything, i think that if we got an apartment or condo we'd be able to work it out and actually get along. but i guess i'll see where this next year takes me.
i also kinda wanna go away to school. something deep down still wants to go to Eastern. i know that won't happen any time soon, mainly because i screwed myself over so badly this year at macomb. i couldn't take school this year, i didn't wanna sit in classes for 2 hours, not my cup of tea. next year i need to get my ass back into line.
um, guys are still confusing. it sucks, majorly. i was talking to this one guy and him and i hit it off really well, then we stoped talking? what the hell? who does that? whatever made me kinda upset, but nothing to dwell about. i miss a relationship. why is it that whenever someone likes me, i tend to turn them down or find a reason to not date them? i guess it's also true that "nice guys finish last" i always thought i was a girl that went for the guys that treat girls right. i need to find myself a good guy that i can actually stay with. i want someone to call my <3"sweetheart"<3
so whats up with this cold rainy, snow stuff?! come on we're in the end of april, bring on the summer already!
so i have court in about 2 weeks and i'll finally figure out whats going to happen to me about my OWI. i'm kinda nervous but hey we'll see. the only shitty part is that i don't get my driving privliges back til july 23rd. that just sucks. ok kids, i hope you learned something, don't drink and drive, you'll pay a shit load of money and you won't drive. so not worth it anyways.
so most of the colleges get out within the next week. i'm excited for everyone to come home. i miss certain people. i'm excited for the summer. :) bring it on!
ok, well i'm done for the time being... leave some love :)