career this, job that, money here, money there.

Oct 19, 2007 17:25

As my usually enlightening revelations, I've decided to stop doing Primerica for the most part based on God revealing more information about it.   I'm a jumper.  I jump into stuff a lot... and well, what I thought God was saying, I'm kind of hearing Him tell me was not it.  I'm not entirely sure where to go with it, but...
I haven't officially quit, and I'm not completly sure that I will.  But as for now, I'm not doing it.

So.  I've started trying to figure out... what it is I'm going to do, then.
I've got the store.  Which rocks.
But I can't hold to it, not for sure, anyway.
We'll see where God takes us, but I can't put everything on it.

Anyway.  As it is my dream to eventually be a housewife.
Mother.
Organizer.
House Prettifier.
Hanger-outter-with-my-girls-er.
Counselor, esp. about purity.
And in general, just a woman of God with no specific job title, other than "freelance follower" (which I am now, anyway).

I'm trying to find a job that will hold me over until then.
And into part of my marriage, for sure.
Until I can work up to the point that I can be a counselor, hopefully at LH.
And of course, mother and house prettifier.

And I think that my favorite job, of all jobs I could do and would at least at some level enjoy, I would like to be a personal assistant, esp. at church to a pastor.
Secondarily, a secretary.  And third, a receptionist.
All at church, though.  At LH.  That's where my heart is, so...

And eventually, a counselor.  But I'm a bit young and I've still got quite a bit to learn.  It would be better with a male counterpart (hopefully my husband?), and would be better after I actually date and get married.  So I could talk from my own experience, not just my friend's negative ones.

For now, I'm at the store.  Taking pictures for my friends (for free, as always).

I really do want to get a job as a personal assistant, secretary, or receptionist at church.  I'm just waiting on God to tell me when.
I'm not ready to throw my life upside down for it.
Plus, we're probably actually not going to hire this holiday (so I'm hearing).
So I'll be working pretty full time here at the store.
That's the good thing about the holidays.  When I'm here, I'm busy.  Always working.
Unlike right now, when I'm online.
Like always.  lol.

ummmm.
we'll see where God takes me.
Actually, I'm a bit excited.
I know I'm going to live pretty meagerly.  But I'm excited, none the less.
I know I have an opportunity to be unbelievably rich in Primerica.
And if my heart was in it, I would.  But it's not.
I'm passionate about what they do.  But I don't feel right when I do it.  You know?

well.  anyway.

moving on, and moving up.

NOT a career woman.  I'll always have a place to go, though.
If things come down to it, I can always go back to school.
Don't want to, though.
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