Aug 23, 2005 20:37
. i dont really know what to say.my life has been awesome its been having its ups and downs.........new friends, a great boyfriend,my birthday soon, a great family and after today things have instantly changed. which is werid im going to look at things diff.im going to try and not get so madd over stupid thing and appreciate life alot more. i found out my favorite and best aunt in the world has cancer today. and that scared me so much she doesnt deserve that ,she has 2 great children a husband and a wonderful family , nobody deserves that at all. and like it still hasnt exactly hit me yet.its a really scary thing like nobody has had cancer or anything in my family like evrytime i hear storys about other people having cnacer and stuff and i think its terrible and i never thought of that taking place to someone i love so much ever. and im changing im going to look at everyday like its the best thing ever and im not going to make one thing ruin my hole day. everyone in my family inculding my aunt is going to be as positive about this, no negativity that will make things worse. i love her so much its insane and i pray to god that thngs will be ok. and she'll be able to see her kids grow up to see me and my sisters.
love you aunt sue.
"it just takes some time little girl, everything will happen right"
mine and aunt sues part of our song!! ha we love it.
♥