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[OOC:I know this is NOTHING compared to what poor Lionel is going through, but hey, Hestia has no idea]
*rocks back and forth in chair muttering to self* I was so stupid. Why did I say it? How could I say it? Now he is back with her. He loves her. Of course he loves her. She's beautiful and talented and nice. And she lovs him. Now they are- Why the fuck couldn't I keep my mouth shut?!?
*eyes widen with shock at volume of own voice* This is all my fault. I am so stupid. How could I ever think he would... No. My fault, not his. All my fucking fault.
*rocks back and forth in chair muttering to self* I was so stupid. Why did I say it? How could I say it? Now he is back with her. He loves her. Of course he loves her. She's beautiful and talented and nice. And she lovs him. Now they are- Why the fuck couldn't I keep my mouth shut?!?
*eyes widen with shock at volume of own voice* This is all my fault. I am so stupid. How could I ever think he would... No. My fault, not his. All my fucking fault.