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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Yo
Current mood: contemplative
So... I take my first test tomorrow... should be a breeeeeeeze. Wanted to blog before I slept. Ya. Alot of my mind. As usual, right? Trying to make sense of life.
I really thought I had it all figured out. I really did. I hate when that happens. I miss home. I miss my friends. I was reading my livejournal earlier today. Jesus Christ! I thought I had it figured out then too. What a mess!
Alot has changed in one week. Last Tuesday from now. It's funny how that can happen over one little weekend. I'm sorry but I'm not. At all. And that is all I will think about that...Except that I'm excited and happy. "I'm smiling, I'm smiling, I just can't stop smiling!" That's how I feel.
For my literary paper, I am going to do Elizabeth Barrett Browning. She has always been my favorite poet and he life with Robert Browning is beautiful. I found an old copy in a bookstore in DC of Sonnets of the Porteguese(sp). Its so old. It's crazy that she was famous for her work and he fell in love with her, wrote to her and they fell in love, through letters...they eloped since her father did not approve and even before he died, they did not make ammends. The love letters between them are awesome. So. I am going to do her, and him both if I can. We'll see. That would be cool because their poetry reflects their love and also what was going on politically in Italy, I am pretty sure Italy. Also, her estranged relationship with her father.
So, if I do change my major, it will be to nursing. Ya, where'd that come from? A masters in nursing. And become a Pyschriatic (fuck, i cant spell) Nurse. They perscribe meds and treat. I don't enforce the use of meds but I do want to authority to perscribe. I can't say I am against meds. That would be hypocritical of me.
Damn... so much on my mind. It's been a crazy few days. I got a call from Barron's unit on Sat and Sun that there were casualities and wounded. I got an e-mail from them again today that another three were killed. I also got an e-mail from Barron. He is always very strong, and emotionless so his words were just unsettleing. He said it was worse than war. And the amount of people dying after each mission was crazy. I don't know how they do it. I would be terrified. I still havent seen anything on the news to know what the hell is going on, he asked me if I've been watching the news... I don't know. Crazy.
Well, it's almost 12. I have to get up in about 5 hours. Lunch tomorrow with the peeps. 11 @ MiCasitas if ANYONE wants to come they are welcome! I have class @ 12 so be on time!!
Well, that's about all folks
Yo
Current mood: contemplative
So... I take my first test tomorrow... should be a breeeeeeeze. Wanted to blog before I slept. Ya. Alot of my mind. As usual, right? Trying to make sense of life.
I really thought I had it all figured out. I really did. I hate when that happens. I miss home. I miss my friends. I was reading my livejournal earlier today. Jesus Christ! I thought I had it figured out then too. What a mess!
Alot has changed in one week. Last Tuesday from now. It's funny how that can happen over one little weekend. I'm sorry but I'm not. At all. And that is all I will think about that...Except that I'm excited and happy. "I'm smiling, I'm smiling, I just can't stop smiling!" That's how I feel.
For my literary paper, I am going to do Elizabeth Barrett Browning. She has always been my favorite poet and he life with Robert Browning is beautiful. I found an old copy in a bookstore in DC of Sonnets of the Porteguese(sp). Its so old. It's crazy that she was famous for her work and he fell in love with her, wrote to her and they fell in love, through letters...they eloped since her father did not approve and even before he died, they did not make ammends. The love letters between them are awesome. So. I am going to do her, and him both if I can. We'll see. That would be cool because their poetry reflects their love and also what was going on politically in Italy, I am pretty sure Italy. Also, her estranged relationship with her father.
So, if I do change my major, it will be to nursing. Ya, where'd that come from? A masters in nursing. And become a Pyschriatic (fuck, i cant spell) Nurse. They perscribe meds and treat. I don't enforce the use of meds but I do want to authority to perscribe. I can't say I am against meds. That would be hypocritical of me.
Damn... so much on my mind. It's been a crazy few days. I got a call from Barron's unit on Sat and Sun that there were casualities and wounded. I got an e-mail from them again today that another three were killed. I also got an e-mail from Barron. He is always very strong, and emotionless so his words were just unsettleing. He said it was worse than war. And the amount of people dying after each mission was crazy. I don't know how they do it. I would be terrified. I still havent seen anything on the news to know what the hell is going on, he asked me if I've been watching the news... I don't know. Crazy.
Well, it's almost 12. I have to get up in about 5 hours. Lunch tomorrow with the peeps. 11 @ MiCasitas if ANYONE wants to come they are welcome! I have class @ 12 so be on time!!
Well, that's about all folks