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i'm writing a book, it's not gonna be pretty, it's gonna be about me, from the the earliest memory i have to now... detailing with all the bad stuff that happened to hopefully pin-pointing which event in particular is fucking my head real bad right now.
I've read that this is the best way to find out what is troubling a young adult with sever past trauma, hiding behind alcohol and drugs has changed to keep me going for the past 10 years, think it's time to face the truth....
Don't get me wrong, most of this book will be written when i'm totally fucking cunted off my face, no why can i get myself to write these things whiles sober/not high!
I think this might help, that's if i don't loose the will to live between chapters!
I should have dealt with this when i was 18, not 28, but i was to scared to speak up.
It's time to write the book. i have codeine, mamda, wine, Zimovane and Mephedrone-4.
I've read that this is the best way to find out what is troubling a young adult with sever past trauma, hiding behind alcohol and drugs has changed to keep me going for the past 10 years, think it's time to face the truth....
Don't get me wrong, most of this book will be written when i'm totally fucking cunted off my face, no why can i get myself to write these things whiles sober/not high!
I think this might help, that's if i don't loose the will to live between chapters!
I should have dealt with this when i was 18, not 28, but i was to scared to speak up.
It's time to write the book. i have codeine, mamda, wine, Zimovane and Mephedrone-4.