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first i'll start by saying this entry is being typed from my computer at home. yes, i am home :).
its 9 in the morning, i just put in a load of laundry, and have about 4 more to go, in the process of going through all my dressers, and tomorrow i'm going to clean the insanely messy closet of mine. im so happy to be home and sleep in my own bed instead of sleeping on couches. it feels so nice. as soon as i got home after work mom made me clean my room. and i mean CLEAN. so i did it, and i feel SO much better. and she let me go back out when i was done :) the whole time im in this house is a test. so i must be on my best behavior, call denise and tell her what im doing and where i'm at, and not be home at rediculous hours of the night. i'll be moving out soon, i might as well play by her rules for the remainder of the time im here. i get to go back to work which im EXTATIC about! not many people say that, but i love working and making money. hense why i quit school, lol. but im really excited and happy to go back to work. i just felt so worthless and lazy sleeping on jessie's couch until 2 in the afternoon. now i get to make money :) i'm really gunna stick it out with this job at the masage place, because i can be making up to $1,000 a week which is nutso but in a good way! in one week i could have my dad and my mom paid off, and the next week have money to make rent for whereever im living. speaking of which...
bill and i are supposed to move out together this summer. he is my best guy friend and im his best girl friend and it would be fun. but im having doubts. i think living with a boy for my first time living on my own would be a bad thing. i know it'd be great fun at first, but i feel like i'd get sick of him, or annoyed or something. i dont think the apartment would stay clean and it would smell like a boy, and i don't know how bill is with money. and i know i dont have much room to talk, but im learning, and i really think once i'm on my own, i'll be alot more responsible with money otherwise i'll be homeless. idk, im haivng doubts living with bill and i dont know how to break it to him :(
i'm actually thinking about just getting a cheap studio apartment for like $400 something and live by myself. that way i dont have anyone else to worry about but myself. it'd be really tough, but idk, i'd kinda like having my own place to myself. we'll see once i get my debts paid off and i have money saved.
good lord this load of laundry is taking forever. im just writing in LJ to pass the time. i think i'm gunna go make some breakfast!!! toast and eggs YUM!!!!!!!
its 9 in the morning, i just put in a load of laundry, and have about 4 more to go, in the process of going through all my dressers, and tomorrow i'm going to clean the insanely messy closet of mine. im so happy to be home and sleep in my own bed instead of sleeping on couches. it feels so nice. as soon as i got home after work mom made me clean my room. and i mean CLEAN. so i did it, and i feel SO much better. and she let me go back out when i was done :) the whole time im in this house is a test. so i must be on my best behavior, call denise and tell her what im doing and where i'm at, and not be home at rediculous hours of the night. i'll be moving out soon, i might as well play by her rules for the remainder of the time im here. i get to go back to work which im EXTATIC about! not many people say that, but i love working and making money. hense why i quit school, lol. but im really excited and happy to go back to work. i just felt so worthless and lazy sleeping on jessie's couch until 2 in the afternoon. now i get to make money :) i'm really gunna stick it out with this job at the masage place, because i can be making up to $1,000 a week which is nutso but in a good way! in one week i could have my dad and my mom paid off, and the next week have money to make rent for whereever im living. speaking of which...
bill and i are supposed to move out together this summer. he is my best guy friend and im his best girl friend and it would be fun. but im having doubts. i think living with a boy for my first time living on my own would be a bad thing. i know it'd be great fun at first, but i feel like i'd get sick of him, or annoyed or something. i dont think the apartment would stay clean and it would smell like a boy, and i don't know how bill is with money. and i know i dont have much room to talk, but im learning, and i really think once i'm on my own, i'll be alot more responsible with money otherwise i'll be homeless. idk, im haivng doubts living with bill and i dont know how to break it to him :(
i'm actually thinking about just getting a cheap studio apartment for like $400 something and live by myself. that way i dont have anyone else to worry about but myself. it'd be really tough, but idk, i'd kinda like having my own place to myself. we'll see once i get my debts paid off and i have money saved.
good lord this load of laundry is taking forever. im just writing in LJ to pass the time. i think i'm gunna go make some breakfast!!! toast and eggs YUM!!!!!!!