A complete besotted idiot. That’s how I felt after he told me that he didn’t mind the dream because he’d got to spend time with me. Dear lord, how had this man escaped my attention all the time he was around? Why was it that only now I was who it was that was hiding behind the vampire? A sensitive, loving and funny man…pire. Though, I have to wonder if he’d like it would he know how I described him. Aside from that, he was absolutely gorgeous
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"I am" I could tell in his voice that he was gettin' tired out. Course he was and he should be tired. Needed his rest, don't they always say rest will help heal you faster? Not something that I have to pay attention to be of the undead and of that sort but have a few memories of getting sick or hurt when I was human. Remember the things mother used to tell me. She always did look after me, to think I tired to do the same but only messed that one up big time.
I thought he was going to fall back to sleep when I felt his hand in my hair. "Did anyone ever tell you how beautiful you are?" I just looked at him a bit shocked for a moment before I said or did anything. Wasn't really expecting him to say anything like that, never really expect anyone to say anything like that
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He seems shocked when I tell him he’s beautiful. And for a moment I think I’ve made a mistake. I suppose it would be more fitting and masculine to call him ‘handsome’. But that word does not even come close to what he is and that’s.. beautiful. Those lips, that skin, that hair and those.. . God those eyes. Perhaps beautiful doesn’t come close either
( ... )
Seems like my words actually got to him. I hope it was in a good way and not in a what the bloody hell get away from me you crazy git. But he did have a grin so that had to be good didn't it. I can see him start to move a bit which I don't really want him to. He's in much pain but the feeling of his warm lips against mine made that seem worth it. Least I hope it was worth it to him, he's the one in pain here not me.
I just smile at him when he says he'd like that. It seems we can't stop looking in each others eyes. Either that or I just can't stop looking into his eyes. I bring my hand up to his face and run it along his forehead and cheek. His skin was soft but rough all at the same time. Which was how I liked it. He wasn't like anyone else I knew.
"Ok you ok love?" I said quickly as I noticed his facial expression change. Looked like he was in pain, which I already knew that one of course. "You need to just lay down and rest. This night will be over with soon enough and you'll start to feel a bit better."
Note to self, a bruised face can throb more then a bullet wound. Considering the fact that I actually had comparison material, that's saying something. I'm not sure what, but let's not linger on it for too long
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He laid himself back down. I wrapped my arms a bit tighter around him. I didn't want to let go of him. Not now or ever. Maybe that was thinking a bit too much on my part. Who knows what the future could hold but as of now I knew I didn't want to ever let go of him.
"You never have to be alone again." I smile and place a soft kiss on his forehead "As long as I'm around I'll make sure of that" And that was the truth. I guess you could say once I fall for someone I fall for them hard. That is if I even fell for him yet.
I couldn't help but smile when he giggled. I've never seen him like this. Sure, maybe before I knew him he had times like this I don't know. Other then that recently he has been hardened up a lot. What with his father and all. But I suppose he used to be someone else.
"Yes, you are my love. Only if you want to, that is." I place another kiss on his forehead. I can't seem to stop doing that. I just want to place my lips all over him and taste him. But I know for now I must hold myself back.
"Oh I want," I muttered sleepily, exhaustion suddenly taking over. Or not so sudden perhaps. My eyes fluttered closed as he kissed my forehead and a soft smile played over my lips. This was quite nice. I'd never have to be alone again. I wish I could believe that, but in the end everyone leaves me.
"And you are my beautiful love," I giggled again, one which turned into a yawn. Look at me. I'm cuddling. Cuddling. With William 'Spike' the Bloody. If anyone would've told me that a few hours ago, I'd have laughed them out of my office. Of course if someone would tell me that Angel would knock me unconscious I'd have looked at them oddly as well
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Made me feel a sense of happiness inside when he said that I was his beautiful love. Guess I was feelin' that thing that humans like to say are butterflies in their stomach. "I am?" I cocked my head to the side and gave him a nice smile. "Believe it can't get any better then that."
I mean really. Look at him all giggling even though he must be in hell of a lot of pain then me acting this showing him a side that I don't show many. I'm almost starting to think this is a dream of some sort. But it can't be a dream, it was all actually real for once.
I could feel him shake a bit from being cold. He pulled up the covers a bit. I also grabbed the top of them and wrapped them around him nice and snug. Didn't want my boy to be cold now did I.
If Cordelia could see me now, she'd probably point and mention the number of the face I was currently making. 'Goofy face number two' or some such. I've always wondered where she got the time to number my facial expressions. But goofy smile, I had to admit, came pretty close when he admitted that this was nice
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I was bout to say something to his comment bout it not being able to get better then this but then all of a sudden he seemed to freeze up or something. Right away I started to worry. And he then moved away from me and got out of the bed. Started saying he was sorry. Almost thought for a second there that it was something to do with me. But then I could tell the way he was heading to the bathroom that he well had to you know.
Quickly I got up and ran behind him placing my armed around his back and placing his over my shoulders. He could barely walk. I was practically carrying him there and once we got into the bathroom I lightly placed him by the toilet.
"It's ok to be ok." I say in a claiming yet worried tone. "I'm here for you." I run my fingers though his hair “Just let it all out if you have to.” Stuff like this didn’t really gross me out at all. Hell I was a vampire and drink blood. Don’t know how much grosser it can get. Well, not that drinking blood was gross to me but you get the point.
There wasn't even time to act surprised as Spike suddenly showed up to help me to the bathroom. In the past there had never been anyone around for this part. Sure, Cordelia would check up on me, or Gunn. Angel might've phoned to make sure I was still alive. But I had as per usual been able to steer them away.
Couldn't do that with Spike right here, now could I? And being a vampire he could actually smell how well I wasn't. "I'm sorry," I muttered from behind my hand, the sound muffled by it. We stumbled our way to the bathroom, or rather I stumbled and Spike dragged me and held me upright. Once there he helped me to the bathroom where I fell to my knees.
Which was right on time if I do say so myself. I found myself hugging the well known porcelain god, emptying whatever had remained in my stomach and then some. Cheap whiskey, lover boy? I can get you better stuff. A flash of a sly smile, the smell of perfume and a shadow of a woman went before my eyes. But it was gone before I could take a hold of it
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I stood by his side the whole time. Wasn't leaving him at all. "Don't worry bout it love. And no need to say sorry not your fault." I didn't like him feelin' bad bout this. It wasn't his fault at all and that was just life. You have to throw up you throw up. Not something you can control.
"Of course." I nod then hurry out of the room into the kitchen. I open up the cabinets till I find the one with cups and pull out a glass cup then run it over to the sink and fill it up with some water. I move as fast as I can back to him. Course I probably moved pretty fast being a vampire and all which was an advantage at this point.
"Here you go" I say as I bend down next to him. I hold out the glass to him and wait to see if he may need some help with it.
As much as this moment right here wasn’t the best I still enjoyed it. I enjoyed just being with him and taking care of him. Nothing seemed to matter, nothing in the outside world. Only him and what was going on with him. I’d be fine if I’d never have to see anyone but him again.
Don't worry about it? Its times like these that I'd love whack those vampires over the head. Of course he means well. And of course Angel meant well the few times he's said it. And of course they only say it because they've not really felt sick in a few centuries. But still, for the very sick feeling human, saying such things only grated
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I take the glass from him and set it by the sink. Might be best if I leave it in here, just in case he has to make another trip in here this time the glass will already be here.
I nod as he mentions bout getting back to bed. He needed all the rest he could get. I wrap my arms round his waist and help him stand but up. "If you want I could always carry you." I say with a slight smirk. Before he could even answer that I lift him up in my arms and gently carry him back into the other room.
Carefully I place him on the bed and slide in next to him placing the covers over us "Much better." I place a soft kiss on his forehead. Strange how we got to this point. Wonder what I would've thought earlier today when I first went by his office, if I knew it was going to end up like this. Not that I'm complaining one bit at all. I probably wouldn't have believed this one bit. But I'm glad it turned out the way it did.
Spike slides his arm around my waist and I use him to pull myself up. It's a bit of as struggle as the bathroom seems to spin around for a bit, but then the world tilts sideways and I blink confused. My feet aren't touching the floor
( ... )
It seemed that I couldn't help but continue to stare down at him. I don't know what it was but each minute with him made me not want to ever leave his side. It made me feel good inside. I was getting this feeling that I well never really have gotten before. Can't totally count it with Dru because well that was different and I was a different man or well vampire back then.
Felt a nice sensation wash over my body as his hands messed their way though my hair. What was this man doing to me. Not that I didn't mind at all.
"Course I'll be here when you wake." How could he even ask that. Didn't he already know I'd do anything for him. Did I even know that? Till right this minute when I thought of that.
"Never have to worry bout me leaving." I say just to insure him. "Now sleep and I'll wake you up in another hour or so."
I wrap my arms tighter around him almost as if I was protecting him. Don’t think I can ever get over the feeling of how wonderful it truly was to have him in my arms like this.
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I thought he was going to fall back to sleep when I felt his hand in my hair. "Did anyone ever tell you how beautiful you are?" I just looked at him a bit shocked for a moment before I said or did anything. Wasn't really expecting him to say anything like that, never really expect anyone to say anything like that ( ... )
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I just smile at him when he says he'd like that. It seems we can't stop looking in each others eyes. Either that or I just can't stop looking into his eyes. I bring my hand up to his face and run it along his forehead and cheek. His skin was soft but rough all at the same time. Which was how I liked it. He wasn't like anyone else I knew.
"Ok you ok love?" I said quickly as I noticed his facial expression change. Looked like he was in pain, which I already knew that one of course. "You need to just lay down and rest. This night will be over with soon enough and you'll start to feel a bit better."
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"You never have to be alone again." I smile and place a soft kiss on his forehead "As long as I'm around I'll make sure of that" And that was the truth. I guess you could say once I fall for someone I fall for them hard. That is if I even fell for him yet.
I couldn't help but smile when he giggled. I've never seen him like this. Sure, maybe before I knew him he had times like this I don't know. Other then that recently he has been hardened up a lot. What with his father and all. But I suppose he used to be someone else.
"Yes, you are my love. Only if you want to, that is." I place another kiss on his forehead. I can't seem to stop doing that. I just want to place my lips all over him and taste him. But I know for now I must hold myself back.
"Rest now."
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"And you are my beautiful love," I giggled again, one which turned into a yawn. Look at me. I'm cuddling. Cuddling. With William 'Spike' the Bloody. If anyone would've told me that a few hours ago, I'd have laughed them out of my office. Of course if someone would tell me that Angel would knock me unconscious I'd have looked at them oddly as well ( ... )
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I mean really. Look at him all giggling even though he must be in hell of a lot of pain then me acting this showing him a side that I don't show many. I'm almost starting to think this is a dream of some sort. But it can't be a dream, it was all actually real for once.
I could feel him shake a bit from being cold. He pulled up the covers a bit. I also grabbed the top of them and wrapped them around him nice and snug. Didn't want my boy to be cold now did I.
"It is nice. Very nice." I nodded my head.
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Quickly I got up and ran behind him placing my armed around his back and placing his over my shoulders. He could barely walk. I was practically carrying him there and once we got into the bathroom I lightly placed him by the toilet.
"It's ok to be ok." I say in a claiming yet worried tone. "I'm here for you." I run my fingers though his hair “Just let it all out if you have to.” Stuff like this didn’t really gross me out at all. Hell I was a vampire and drink blood. Don’t know how much grosser it can get. Well, not that drinking blood was gross to me but you get the point.
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Couldn't do that with Spike right here, now could I? And being a vampire he could actually smell how well I wasn't. "I'm sorry," I muttered from behind my hand, the sound muffled by it. We stumbled our way to the bathroom, or rather I stumbled and Spike dragged me and held me upright. Once there he helped me to the bathroom where I fell to my knees.
Which was right on time if I do say so myself. I found myself hugging the well known porcelain god, emptying whatever had remained in my stomach and then some. Cheap whiskey, lover boy? I can get you better stuff. A flash of a sly smile, the smell of perfume and a shadow of a woman went before my eyes. But it was gone before I could take a hold of it ( ... )
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"Of course." I nod then hurry out of the room into the kitchen. I open up the cabinets till I find the one with cups and pull out a glass cup then run it over to the sink and fill it up with some water. I move as fast as I can back to him. Course I probably moved pretty fast being a vampire and all which was an advantage at this point.
"Here you go" I say as I bend down next to him. I hold out the glass to him and wait to see if he may need some help with it.
As much as this moment right here wasn’t the best I still enjoyed it. I enjoyed just being with him and taking care of him. Nothing seemed to matter, nothing in the outside world. Only him and what was going on with him. I’d be fine if I’d never have to see anyone but him again.
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I nod as he mentions bout getting back to bed. He needed all the rest he could get. I wrap my arms round his waist and help him stand but up. "If you want I could always carry you." I say with a slight smirk. Before he could even answer that I lift him up in my arms and gently carry him back into the other room.
Carefully I place him on the bed and slide in next to him placing the covers over us "Much better." I place a soft kiss on his forehead. Strange how we got to this point. Wonder what I would've thought earlier today when I first went by his office, if I knew it was going to end up like this. Not that I'm complaining one bit at all. I probably wouldn't have believed this one bit. But I'm glad it turned out the way it did.
"Now try and get some rest love."
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Felt a nice sensation wash over my body as his hands messed their way though my hair. What was this man doing to me. Not that I didn't mind at all.
"Course I'll be here when you wake." How could he even ask that. Didn't he already know I'd do anything for him. Did I even know that? Till right this minute when I thought of that.
"Never have to worry bout me leaving." I say just to insure him. "Now sleep and I'll wake you up in another hour or so."
I wrap my arms tighter around him almost as if I was protecting him. Don’t think I can ever get over the feeling of how wonderful it truly was to have him in my arms like this.
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