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Mmmmkay
Wierd feelings right now
I'm not a "ranting person"
But I feel like one...
Nothing bad enough happens to me- for me to complain about it.
Nothing bad HAS happened to me, and yet, I feel like poo.
I've never randomly complained about stupid little things that don't matter...Don't freak out if I loose a friend and say "You KNOW who you are" to people I don't like...You never read in my journal or hear from my mouth "fuck this shit! I can't fucking take it! He hates me. She hates me. Its never enough!"
NO! You never NEVER do or will.
Cuz that just ISN'T me!
Its so wierd...
I am, as Stephanie would cal me... "The happy hippie woman"
Made up of Daisies and Bubbles, and yet, I feel like it has all fallen...
but its ALL standing!
Nothing is bad!
There is NO reason for this to be happening in my mind...
Maybe its just right now- just a five minute feeling
Then Britni will wake up and I'll be like "WA CHA!"
And...stuff...
This ISN'T me...
Im gonna go feed my cat...
Wierd feelings right now
I'm not a "ranting person"
But I feel like one...
Nothing bad enough happens to me- for me to complain about it.
Nothing bad HAS happened to me, and yet, I feel like poo.
I've never randomly complained about stupid little things that don't matter...Don't freak out if I loose a friend and say "You KNOW who you are" to people I don't like...You never read in my journal or hear from my mouth "fuck this shit! I can't fucking take it! He hates me. She hates me. Its never enough!"
NO! You never NEVER do or will.
Cuz that just ISN'T me!
Its so wierd...
I am, as Stephanie would cal me... "The happy hippie woman"
Made up of Daisies and Bubbles, and yet, I feel like it has all fallen...
but its ALL standing!
Nothing is bad!
There is NO reason for this to be happening in my mind...
Maybe its just right now- just a five minute feeling
Then Britni will wake up and I'll be like "WA CHA!"
And...stuff...
This ISN'T me...
Im gonna go feed my cat...