I am so, so sorry, Harry. You have every right to feel the way you do and frankly I don't blame you, it's hard to see things like that about someone you love and there really isn't much you can do about it but let it hurt and I wish there were something I could tell you to to reassure you that Sirius and I will always be together but there isn't, all marriages are a risk and a leap of faith and that's exactly what I did when I married your godfather, I took a chance on him and I don't know what will happen but I know that I love him dearly, more than anyone else I have ever been with (both of them) and that whatever happens it was worth it.
But remember that Azkaban and a curse couldn't keep us apart, Harry. I don't think anything else stands a chance.
One thing I can say before this potion wears off is that Sirius and I will never, ever, EVER leave you. We will always be with you in whatever way we can be and we will always love you, you have no idea how much and if I had to and if Sirius had to we would lay our lives down for you in a heartbeat. We would have done the same for your parents and you are no exception. We're your family and I have only ever wanted to give you the family that was taken away from you and that includes parents and brothers and sisters. You always talk about the Weasleys and I wish I could give you a house of siblings like them but I can't, but I have you and Sirius and that is all I will ever, ever need.
Your dad loved your mum so much, Harry. You're living proof.
I'm not going anywhere, love. You're stuck with me forever. Literally because werewolves are immortal and I never talk about this but I'll outlive everyone that I love and oh God I don't want to think about that but it's all that I ever think about that I love you and Sirius so much and I'm going to be the last one left behind in the end and I don't know if I can stand being alone again for so long I need you and Sirius more than I think you need me.
After I shut down all these bloody computers and get rid of them forever I will come sit on the other side of the bathroom door. You can sleep in there there if you want to, Harry, though you don't have to because I want you to come out and talk to us, but if you do I will be right out in the hall keeping watch and Sirius is right beside me.
I am so, so sorry, Harry. You have every right to feel the way you do and frankly I don't blame you, it's hard to see things like that about someone you love and there really isn't much you can do about it but let it hurt and I wish there were something I could tell you to to reassure you that Sirius and I will always be together but there isn't, all marriages are a risk and a leap of faith and that's exactly what I did when I married your godfather, I took a chance on him and I don't know what will happen but I know that I love him dearly, more than anyone else I have ever been with (both of them) and that whatever happens it was worth it.
But remember that Azkaban and a curse couldn't keep us apart, Harry. I don't think anything else stands a chance.
One thing I can say before this potion wears off is that Sirius and I will never, ever, EVER leave you. We will always be with you in whatever way we can be and we will always love you, you have no idea how much and if I had to and if Sirius had to we would lay our lives down for you in a heartbeat. We would have done the same for your parents and you are no exception. We're your family and I have only ever wanted to give you the family that was taken away from you and that includes parents and brothers and sisters. You always talk about the Weasleys and I wish I could give you a house of siblings like them but I can't, but I have you and Sirius and that is all I will ever, ever need.
Your dad loved your mum so much, Harry. You're living proof.
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I'm not going anywhere, love. You're stuck with me forever. Literally because werewolves are immortal and I never talk about this but I'll outlive everyone that I love and oh God I don't want to think about that but it's all that I ever think about that I love you and Sirius so much and I'm going to be the last one left behind in the end and I don't know if I can stand being alone again for so long I need you and Sirius more than I think you need me.
Harry where are you? Are you still in the house?
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After I shut down all these bloody computers and get rid of them forever I will come sit on the other side of the bathroom door. You can sleep in there there if you want to, Harry, though you don't have to because I want you to come out and talk to us, but if you do I will be right out in the hall keeping watch and Sirius is right beside me.
And we're not leaving.
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Love you.
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