my wonderful lovely life
so where do i start... do i start with how awsome God is and how faithful he is in everything? do i start talking about how cute MiKayla is? do i start by saying how awsome i feel both being a mother and knowing that i am a child of God? do i tell you all how awsome my home life is right now? do i tell you that me and my sister play games all the time now? mmmm where do i start... well i am just going to start
ok oh my word God is really awsome i have been really learning alot about him by just watching my daughter and watching her grow.. yes i know she is not very old and she is not doing alot but she is... she looks at me she is starting to get her little baby voice which is too cute.. she makes faces all the time... i mean she is a smart 3 week old baby... i did not know babies did so much... wow to think that i really have a baby i mean it still is really new to me.. i did see my life going in aother way but i thank God that he knew what he was doing when he told me that i needed to keep my daughter.
ok now about other things in life.. wow my house feels has so much freedom without my dad. i mean i am not worried about having friends over... even though they will get to see baby stuff everywhere. i mean i have had Mel over 2 times now... and i have had a few others come just to hang out... wow i am so happy to have the life i have right now.. it is so peaceful.. i am happy that my mother stood up for herself with my dad.
ok well my life is not all just a bed of roses... i am still strugling with wanting Steven to come around. I wish he would just want to be in his daughters life just alittle.. I am still getting used to havin MiKayla which is going to take some time... i mean she has been having little baby issues for the past weeks now so she has not been sleeping like she should during the day. but we are learning how to sleep allnight long now :)ok she wakes up 2 times but that is to eat and go back to bed :)
well i love everyone that reads this.
have a blessed day and let God take you to a new place
Crystal
ok oh my word God is really awsome i have been really learning alot about him by just watching my daughter and watching her grow.. yes i know she is not very old and she is not doing alot but she is... she looks at me she is starting to get her little baby voice which is too cute.. she makes faces all the time... i mean she is a smart 3 week old baby... i did not know babies did so much... wow to think that i really have a baby i mean it still is really new to me.. i did see my life going in aother way but i thank God that he knew what he was doing when he told me that i needed to keep my daughter.
ok now about other things in life.. wow my house feels has so much freedom without my dad. i mean i am not worried about having friends over... even though they will get to see baby stuff everywhere. i mean i have had Mel over 2 times now... and i have had a few others come just to hang out... wow i am so happy to have the life i have right now.. it is so peaceful.. i am happy that my mother stood up for herself with my dad.
ok well my life is not all just a bed of roses... i am still strugling with wanting Steven to come around. I wish he would just want to be in his daughters life just alittle.. I am still getting used to havin MiKayla which is going to take some time... i mean she has been having little baby issues for the past weeks now so she has not been sleeping like she should during the day. but we are learning how to sleep allnight long now :)ok she wakes up 2 times but that is to eat and go back to bed :)
well i love everyone that reads this.
have a blessed day and let God take you to a new place
Crystal