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[just_futz]

3 years ago i was laying in a hospital bed.
3 years ago i was comatosed.
3 years ago I had a choice. Live or Die.

...3 years ago life was a lot simpler.

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[arguile]

True. But three years ago you were being cheated on by a bitch.

So, fuck three years ago. Live for now.

[just_futz]

well i wasn't thinking about that. but damn..

thanks for reminding me...

:(

[arguile]

Quit bitching. This is what you get for trying to compare the past to the present. You got through it, didn't you? So shut the fuck up about it and don't dwell.

Life isn't confusing, it's different. Trying to make those two words homogenous will cause you too many problems in life.

[just_futz]

Actually, i was just being a douche with the above comment. I really don't give a fuck about that bitch, dawg. I told her to eat shit and die a long time ago.

And i'm not dwelling. I do this every year, just because it's something that changed my life. It's something I'll never be able to get out of my head and never get over. As much as it might not sound like it, this post was a celebration of an anniversary that is very important to me. When I said "Life was a lot simpler" I meant that I only wish I had the choice of live of die. Because now death is not an option, and it's on with life and the million things going on in it, and it's definently not simple. I'm a completely different person now then I was before the accident, and it's because of my accident that I know you, so be thankful. And life is confusing when you're overly indecisive. "YES, NO, YES! FUCK THAT! Oh shit..."

[arguile]

"[...]and it's because of my accident that I know you, so be thankful."

Damn, Josh. It sounds like you're almost growing a pair. I'm proud. Life's confusing, shit happens, you grow up, you move on, you shut up.

Happy Anniversary, nig.

[just_futz]

haha. well you got it 2/3 right.

I'll never shut up...not until I'm dead.

Trust me, I wish I could just shut up sometimes.

and thanks.