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I am going through 4th qrter slump majorly right now. Basically I've given up on school and I'm pretty much screwed over. I do this every year. I always say to myself that I'll try harder, that I'll get good grades this time...but never change...ever. It kind of reminds me of something Dylan told me a while ago. He said something along the lines of freshmen year everything is fun and great and you're just this nieve kid. Then the begining of soph year you're still going strong but you start to slowly realize things, and all the true shit about life that had been concealed from you when you were younger. Then by 2nd semseter soph year you are bitter at the whole world. Who knew he'd be so right? And does that mean that all the other cynical things he said are true too...if so then I am very scared for how I'm gonna handle this world.