random thoughts from an over sensative P-W-I-T
new england must be growing on me.
walking carelessly around stop and shop pretending i'm working but most of the time i'm trying...but failing, at thinking of new, kick ass moves that i can call my own...it's hard to be original these days damnit. However, as I walk the wind blows and the leaves on the pavement swoosh around me. in front of me and behind me, and i step on a few with a crunch. I'm wearing a hoodie. Although it's day time it's dark out and the air is crisp. I can't see my breath in steam form, but i like seeing the older people wearing their long fleece. I stopped today and looked around and felt overwhelmed. I admire those older people who seem all too happy at this time of year. the time when you have a reason to wear these flannel long shirts. I imagine them with their ford focus' going to a typical new england house. with doors to every thing and all wood floors. and an upstairs that creeks. it's dark in the house, since most of the light is natural, but it's a cozy dark...and they can already smell the scent of the halloween cookies they are about to bake with their grand children. my heart is warm for such a season as autumn. this season makes me sad but so happy. it makes me sad cause it feels so special right now. this feels more like change to me that winter-spring. I think i am looking forward to christmas, i'm longing for something but all the while i am completely happy. there's a lot of day to day shit that i can do without. and it bothers me that i have to some times agree with other people's opinions just to save time and i don't get stuck in a debate...i hate work for that. i would love to tell people who say things how i feel about what they just said...but to save time i say "ehh yeah i think so too."
soon i'm going to ask my parents to let me have the van and go on a road trip for a weekend to chicago. just to do it. anyone is welcome.
it'll be a thursday night-monday night trip so that we get there friday morning and back tuesday morning...
5 other people can go...and at least 1 other person has to be able to drive since i don't believe in rest-stops to sleep.
I'm also planning on going to chicago wrestlemania weekend for ROH...since it'll likely be more entertaining than WM22 which i was supposed to go to but that's another story.
by the way...fuck you dave cole for getting tickets.
in a drama free world...anything we can dream of for ourselves would be reachable. doesn't this make you angry about the human race? it makes me angry.
we make drama happen. it's all us. we blow shit out of proportion, i'm guilty of it. imagine if people always were not only out to help themselves in the world but if you helped other people along the way, it only made you better. what's this backstabbing shit?
I gave a $20.00 bill to Ginger for the Special Olympics...
i figure, if i'm gunna be a millionaire...it'll only be for like a month at the most since i really needed that 20 bucks but decided to give it to something i thought was worth investing into.
I did that like 10 minutes before i gave blood...2 good deeds...and...oh my god...it paid off...
but i won't go into the payoff.
I watched the TNA ppv tonight. and i was happy with it. if TNA could just go that one or two more steps further....they would be set.
they really are really close to being actual compition which i am looking forward to.
Neener watched the TNA ppv too...and supposedly she enjoyed it. which is cool.
my sister said adam's feet smell...
then i put the koji clutch or the koji lock or whatever on john...and ended up hurting myself more than i hurt him...cause he's tall...
me john and adam popped huge for hardy's jump off the top of the entrance thing.
i popped for a lot of stuff...
but on to probably the most important event of my day...
Ashley's dad. we call him Mr. K...
he came up to me in stop and shop and we got to talking, he asked me what i've been up to. so i told him i was training to be a pro wrestler, and told him how the opportunity presented itself to me...and after i said it i thought to myself "oh shit...this is one of the toughest men i know and he knows i hang out with his daughter...will he really want his daughter hanging around with a guy who does something as moronic as pro wrestling" a lot of people think pro wrestling is dumb...
much to my amazement he said he likes to watch the shit and then...he said "i still...you know people say it's fake...but watching it on tv and how they slam each other on the mat...i still don't see how those guys don't get hurt...it's gotta hurt" which to me...even though i'm not REALLY a pro wrestler...to me...at least....that is a huge show of respect for what we do...so when he told me he thought it was cool and then after i told him whenever i have my first match i would like him to come he said that would be cool...
it just really like made my day...and i didn't really do any work after that...cause i was just so happy.
Saturday is ring of honor, i cant friggin wait i bought my 5th row tickets today...it's dope.
i have heartburn right now, but don't know what could have caused it...so i'm gunna go...i really hope you enjoyed this post...so i'm gonna go.......and i'll post again soon.
walking carelessly around stop and shop pretending i'm working but most of the time i'm trying...but failing, at thinking of new, kick ass moves that i can call my own...it's hard to be original these days damnit. However, as I walk the wind blows and the leaves on the pavement swoosh around me. in front of me and behind me, and i step on a few with a crunch. I'm wearing a hoodie. Although it's day time it's dark out and the air is crisp. I can't see my breath in steam form, but i like seeing the older people wearing their long fleece. I stopped today and looked around and felt overwhelmed. I admire those older people who seem all too happy at this time of year. the time when you have a reason to wear these flannel long shirts. I imagine them with their ford focus' going to a typical new england house. with doors to every thing and all wood floors. and an upstairs that creeks. it's dark in the house, since most of the light is natural, but it's a cozy dark...and they can already smell the scent of the halloween cookies they are about to bake with their grand children. my heart is warm for such a season as autumn. this season makes me sad but so happy. it makes me sad cause it feels so special right now. this feels more like change to me that winter-spring. I think i am looking forward to christmas, i'm longing for something but all the while i am completely happy. there's a lot of day to day shit that i can do without. and it bothers me that i have to some times agree with other people's opinions just to save time and i don't get stuck in a debate...i hate work for that. i would love to tell people who say things how i feel about what they just said...but to save time i say "ehh yeah i think so too."
soon i'm going to ask my parents to let me have the van and go on a road trip for a weekend to chicago. just to do it. anyone is welcome.
it'll be a thursday night-monday night trip so that we get there friday morning and back tuesday morning...
5 other people can go...and at least 1 other person has to be able to drive since i don't believe in rest-stops to sleep.
I'm also planning on going to chicago wrestlemania weekend for ROH...since it'll likely be more entertaining than WM22 which i was supposed to go to but that's another story.
by the way...fuck you dave cole for getting tickets.
in a drama free world...anything we can dream of for ourselves would be reachable. doesn't this make you angry about the human race? it makes me angry.
we make drama happen. it's all us. we blow shit out of proportion, i'm guilty of it. imagine if people always were not only out to help themselves in the world but if you helped other people along the way, it only made you better. what's this backstabbing shit?
I gave a $20.00 bill to Ginger for the Special Olympics...
i figure, if i'm gunna be a millionaire...it'll only be for like a month at the most since i really needed that 20 bucks but decided to give it to something i thought was worth investing into.
I did that like 10 minutes before i gave blood...2 good deeds...and...oh my god...it paid off...
but i won't go into the payoff.
I watched the TNA ppv tonight. and i was happy with it. if TNA could just go that one or two more steps further....they would be set.
they really are really close to being actual compition which i am looking forward to.
Neener watched the TNA ppv too...and supposedly she enjoyed it. which is cool.
my sister said adam's feet smell...
then i put the koji clutch or the koji lock or whatever on john...and ended up hurting myself more than i hurt him...cause he's tall...
me john and adam popped huge for hardy's jump off the top of the entrance thing.
i popped for a lot of stuff...
but on to probably the most important event of my day...
Ashley's dad. we call him Mr. K...
he came up to me in stop and shop and we got to talking, he asked me what i've been up to. so i told him i was training to be a pro wrestler, and told him how the opportunity presented itself to me...and after i said it i thought to myself "oh shit...this is one of the toughest men i know and he knows i hang out with his daughter...will he really want his daughter hanging around with a guy who does something as moronic as pro wrestling" a lot of people think pro wrestling is dumb...
much to my amazement he said he likes to watch the shit and then...he said "i still...you know people say it's fake...but watching it on tv and how they slam each other on the mat...i still don't see how those guys don't get hurt...it's gotta hurt" which to me...even though i'm not REALLY a pro wrestler...to me...at least....that is a huge show of respect for what we do...so when he told me he thought it was cool and then after i told him whenever i have my first match i would like him to come he said that would be cool...
it just really like made my day...and i didn't really do any work after that...cause i was just so happy.
Saturday is ring of honor, i cant friggin wait i bought my 5th row tickets today...it's dope.
i have heartburn right now, but don't know what could have caused it...so i'm gunna go...i really hope you enjoyed this post...so i'm gonna go.......and i'll post again soon.