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*insert sean's screenname here*: man if i cared about you id call you to confront you about this situation instead of using the internet, but i dont really care about all this silly drama or you for that matter. your livejournal posts are treacherous. i dont let drama thrive in my life so consider this my last transmission with you. i squash "bullshit", so in other worsds see ya later kid. i dont want a response to this, because frankly i dont care enough and id rather not deal with it. as soon as someone drags something out, i cut it off. so see ya and i wish you luck in any future endeavours.
*insert sean's screenname here* signed off at 9:07:17 PM.

that made me feel like an asshole.

but am i wrong for being pissed at him?

anyone think i'm wrong.

i think i am.

let me think about the whole situation.

after thinking about the whole situation.

is he in the wrong?

no.

most likely not.

thinking about the convos we had about her.

the first time i mentioned her to him, and how i told him how much i felt about her.

and everytime he told me to go for it, i said no.

no.

because she wouldn't feel the same.

i told him even after her and her b/f at the time broke up, i wouldn't do anything.

so with that said, maybe he figured it would be good for him to go for her.

at the same time, everyone but me seems to have known about some code. that you don't do that to one of your guy friends.

i dunno. i don't care wether he was in the wrong, or if i'm wrong for not liking him.

but really. oh well.

cause whatever. here's what i see in my future..

him turning her against me.

and me hating the world more.

either way i'm fucked.

i'll post later.

i gotta take a shit right now.