Oct 17, 2003 11:56
home from school.
I'm sick, but not. My mom woke me up late and I decided to stay home and get ahead on AP notes.
Yesterday was the Renaissance Faire. It was really cool, I spent quality time with Ka. :) Jay and Jacki actually figured out level 13 on my cell phone!
SHE said something to me that made me bite my lips and tongue. But I kept quiet, I didn't say what I wanted. I'm letting all those feelings die down as best as I can. I just wish she'd stop rubbing salt in my wounds, not telling me to say hi to Joe for her. I really admire him for letting the past stay in the past. I'm trying to as much as I can.
Tonight is work, even though I would prefer to sit here and bask in my dirtiness... :P And then the Coffeehouse to see Matt perform, which will be cool. :)
Tomorrow is Linvilla with Joe and family. It'll be great, I love spending time with his relatives. I also love the pumpkin candle and hay smell at Linvilla. Then Penncrest homecoming with Maria. W3rd.
symptoms: emotional, irritated, anxious, lonely, guilty, hungry, pensive