Blah, I am soo bored...
Man this holiday season this year has just kinda
sucked. Nothing seemed to go well or smooth or
normal or anything. It was just really lame.
I hate the fact that my parents are separated,
sometimes it feels like my dad is trying to hard
to make up for all the stuff he screwed up. He is
so wierd lately like all trying to suck up to me or
something and then gets all testy when I push back.
Sorry but most kids that lived with what I lived with
don't turn out to be very touchy feely, its freakin r
etarted cause I'm not a touchy feely person but I want
so bad to be loved and wanted yet anytime somebody tries
I get all wierd. Makes things difficult, no joke. Ugh
what really ticks me off though about my dad is that
he'll call at the last minute and want to do something
and then crab at me when I have plans I've already made,
excuse me for haveing a life! ugh that drives me nuts.
This whole broken family crap drives me nuts too, I don't
even want to be around half the time. Everybody's different
and all the people outside or in my family that I have
become attached to are all leaving or changing and ugh it's just retarted.
Sorry this is all ike me complaining but I have like nobody to talk to about it lately being that its winter break and all.
I need to get away, life is so retarted. Anyway I'll stop complaining now. have a Happy New Year all!
~Beck
sucked. Nothing seemed to go well or smooth or
normal or anything. It was just really lame.
I hate the fact that my parents are separated,
sometimes it feels like my dad is trying to hard
to make up for all the stuff he screwed up. He is
so wierd lately like all trying to suck up to me or
something and then gets all testy when I push back.
Sorry but most kids that lived with what I lived with
don't turn out to be very touchy feely, its freakin r
etarted cause I'm not a touchy feely person but I want
so bad to be loved and wanted yet anytime somebody tries
I get all wierd. Makes things difficult, no joke. Ugh
what really ticks me off though about my dad is that
he'll call at the last minute and want to do something
and then crab at me when I have plans I've already made,
excuse me for haveing a life! ugh that drives me nuts.
This whole broken family crap drives me nuts too, I don't
even want to be around half the time. Everybody's different
and all the people outside or in my family that I have
become attached to are all leaving or changing and ugh it's just retarted.
Sorry this is all ike me complaining but I have like nobody to talk to about it lately being that its winter break and all.
I need to get away, life is so retarted. Anyway I'll stop complaining now. have a Happy New Year all!
~Beck