Ouch life hurts! :(
What do I say, I feel like my whole world is caving in.
Help! I'm stuck on an out of control roller coaster
called my life and I can't get off. Let me off I say!
I am so depressed lately, the sad part is I can't even
pin it on one thing, its just there, this yucky feeling
of loneliness, stress, sadness (for all of this crap i guess)
frustration, and overwhelming stuff. I go and do something
fun and its fun but then it only lasts till I leave then
life turns its ugly face back towards me. Speaking of ugly
faces, man I hate acne, I have senior pics on Sat. and its
totally breaking out, ahhhh! frustration.
Man what is my problem? I don't get why I am like this, an
emotional wreck. I feel so much like a sissy girl. I hate
that. :)
Hillary Duff, as much as I dislike her music, has this song
called "Underneath this Smile" totally describes a lot of how
I feel. It talks about her world caving in and all she can do
is hang on but she doesn't know what for. A lot like me, I know
God is there for me and I keep going to him but life it still so
..... blah.
I guess I need to start by getting back on track, I hate school
though, senioritis like you don't even know, over here. :)
I'm thinking once i get the hang of it in math and Adv bio
I'll be ok but then there are so many other issues with other crap.
Ugh, why is life so complicated. i want to just sleep for like 3 days
that would be happy.
On that note I think I'll go to bed now. :)
cause I don't feel like complaining anymore. :)
Sorry for anyone who reads this, in short I'm just
stressed and life it tough right now.
*thinking posistive... thinking positive*
I need a vacation, or a hug or a weekend get away or something.
Bye
Help! I'm stuck on an out of control roller coaster
called my life and I can't get off. Let me off I say!
I am so depressed lately, the sad part is I can't even
pin it on one thing, its just there, this yucky feeling
of loneliness, stress, sadness (for all of this crap i guess)
frustration, and overwhelming stuff. I go and do something
fun and its fun but then it only lasts till I leave then
life turns its ugly face back towards me. Speaking of ugly
faces, man I hate acne, I have senior pics on Sat. and its
totally breaking out, ahhhh! frustration.
Man what is my problem? I don't get why I am like this, an
emotional wreck. I feel so much like a sissy girl. I hate
that. :)
Hillary Duff, as much as I dislike her music, has this song
called "Underneath this Smile" totally describes a lot of how
I feel. It talks about her world caving in and all she can do
is hang on but she doesn't know what for. A lot like me, I know
God is there for me and I keep going to him but life it still so
..... blah.
I guess I need to start by getting back on track, I hate school
though, senioritis like you don't even know, over here. :)
I'm thinking once i get the hang of it in math and Adv bio
I'll be ok but then there are so many other issues with other crap.
Ugh, why is life so complicated. i want to just sleep for like 3 days
that would be happy.
On that note I think I'll go to bed now. :)
cause I don't feel like complaining anymore. :)
Sorry for anyone who reads this, in short I'm just
stressed and life it tough right now.
*thinking posistive... thinking positive*
I need a vacation, or a hug or a weekend get away or something.
Bye