Aug 26, 2004 06:20
so im all packed... woke up @ 530 (the final time) cuz i clearly couldnt sleep last night. im so scared
and then after a shower and last minute items being packed, i came online. of course no one's on. it's 6:30. so i listened to some music... Leaving On A Jet Plane came on and i frickin sobbed.
i dont want to go.
well, i do.
but i dont.
some of my closest friends will be there (or very close! - johanna and leann!) but some aren't... i'm just so scared i'll lose touch and not be as close to some people.
it happened when emily and anna went to college. we're close again, yes... but the first year... i hardly ever talked to/saw them... i dont want it to happen again
hold me . i need u. im scared
<3 donny