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[just_defy_me]

Mess

There was a time that I had nothing to explain.
Oh, this mess I had made.
But then things got complicated.
My innocence has all but faded.
Oh, this mess I have made.

And I don't believe in God,
So I can't be saved.
All alone as I've learned to be
In this mess I have made.

All the untested virtue,
The things I said I'd never do,
Least of all to you.

I know he's kind and true.
I know that he is good to you.
He'll never care for you more than I do.

But I don't believe in love.
So I can't be tamed.
All alone as I've learned to be.
In this mess.
I have made the same mistakes
Over and over again.

There are rooms in this house
That I don't open anymore.
Dusty books and pictures on the floor
That she will never see.
She'll never see that part of me.
I want to be for her
What I could never be for you.

And I don't believe in God
So I can't be saved.
All alone as I've learned to be.
In this mess I have made.