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i woke up this morning feeling really depressed, and it hasnt really left me yet... i woke up at 12 feeling really weird and disoriented cause i dont usually sleep that long, and then it just turned into like depression :/
i miss being friends with ilana.. like sometimes i forget that me and her arent raelly talking right now but then it will hit me like a slap in the face.. i DO think about her at least several times a day and it sucks.. *i dont feel like explaining what happened here* but my weekends just haven't been the same without that girl.. i AM very thankful for the people i HAVE been getting closer with (when one door closes another one opens, right?) but ilana is really irreplacable and i can only hope that things work out with her.
in other news:
boys. ugh. yuck. sigh.
LOVE is passion. OBSESSION. something you can't live without.
"you come to love not by finding a perfect person but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
ive fallen too hard....
i miss being friends with ilana.. like sometimes i forget that me and her arent raelly talking right now but then it will hit me like a slap in the face.. i DO think about her at least several times a day and it sucks.. *i dont feel like explaining what happened here* but my weekends just haven't been the same without that girl.. i AM very thankful for the people i HAVE been getting closer with (when one door closes another one opens, right?) but ilana is really irreplacable and i can only hope that things work out with her.
in other news:
boys. ugh. yuck. sigh.
LOVE is passion. OBSESSION. something you can't live without.
"you come to love not by finding a perfect person but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
ive fallen too hard....