it was a good day then i said good night

[just_cupid]

Tody was ok i guess i talked to phil and chantelle and so on so forth... sara feels a little better i hope... love ya girl... and lauren is my new found lover lol and she is all better today to ... i talked to nick for like an hour when he droped off my smokes tonight... and then i went inside and talked to phil and emily and lauren .... and screwed with my myspace for a while...and i talked to jayne to ... it was great... anyway ... i go upstairs to tell my mom goodnight... and i go hay mom im gonna go hit the bed with my head... i thought it was funny ... she just looked at me then looked back at the t.v..... so i go i love you goodnight... and seh didnt even look away from the t.v. she didnt say anything... why does she do stuff like that to me... it makes me sooo mad... and then i went to go pee... and she was talking to my brother and as he walks in his room ... i hear her say ... i love you good night... it really hurts when she does that to me... it makes me feel like the only people who care are my friends... and its true... it seems like one of the only people who pushes me to do my best is phil... he makes me do my work... he makes me say im gonna graduate... he makes me do the things i wish my mom would... he even makes me be nice to her... i hate it sometimes... i wish she loved me all the time... not just when its conveniant to her... gotta go to bed...
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