Aug 29, 2007 00:34
may 14th
I've come to a conclusion
Why do we depend on finding that one person who will love us and make up happy for the rest of our lives, at such an early age? In my opinion I don't need that person right now, I have to grow up, make mistakes and meet new people, who will come in and out of my life. Why should I depend on a boy to be my source of happiness? That's ludicrous. What's the point of making long term promises to each other, that you know will not last. Why get so over whelmed when it is over. In a matter of time the process with repeat and you will find you're self in the same situation as before, wishing and praying you never started this in the beginning. People should just sit back and enjoy life, shit will happen, you'll fall for a person then you'll lose your interest.
June 28, 2007 - Thursday
old news
Now this is coming from my heart
I hope the next time u guys are in bed
you think of me
and you tell her about all the bull shit that you fed me
those night we stood up talking,
every cell in body prayed that you wouldn't go threw it
please don't it please,
but i have given up along time ago
Now darling don't think that I can't throw you away like a piece of homework
or what ever those words were that u threw at me
showed me exactly who you are
Now this is coming from my heart
I hope the next girl you choose to make all your decisions for you
make all the wrong ones .
And you think of me when you discus the future
all the nights you'll stay up talking
I'm the best thing
or what ever you said
showed me exactly who you are