I need for you to know this.
Over the past year I've come to an amazing realization. Holy shit, it makes me so scared. My entire foundation is in shambles.
I don't consider myself a "Christian" anymore. There are so many things I could say, but I won't because it'll require SO much more typing. It's morning and I'm tired.
I still have faith, don't get me wrong. I just don't want to be a part of christianity. I think what faith I have in an ultimate creator is between me and him/her/being/whatever. For the past two years I've been questioning so many things with the bible and the hypocrisy of it all.
How can I be condemned to hell for loving someone? I didn't chose to be as gay as a freaking rainbow.
Shit, everything I was taught is going to be hard to unlearn.
Has anyone else gone through this? I used to be so amazingly strong in my faith. I wanted to become a missionary and follow my grandparents' footsteps. I used to be so strong.
and now I'm more confused than ever.
I don't consider myself a "Christian" anymore. There are so many things I could say, but I won't because it'll require SO much more typing. It's morning and I'm tired.
I still have faith, don't get me wrong. I just don't want to be a part of christianity. I think what faith I have in an ultimate creator is between me and him/her/being/whatever. For the past two years I've been questioning so many things with the bible and the hypocrisy of it all.
How can I be condemned to hell for loving someone? I didn't chose to be as gay as a freaking rainbow.
Shit, everything I was taught is going to be hard to unlearn.
Has anyone else gone through this? I used to be so amazingly strong in my faith. I wanted to become a missionary and follow my grandparents' footsteps. I used to be so strong.
and now I'm more confused than ever.