Jul 03, 2009 12:51
I'm such a push over. this is what i do: i eventually just want all the tension to stop and blame everything on myself and apologize for whatever it is.
that is a result of being in an emotionally abusive relationship in the past and from childhood.
i want to stand up
and let my voice be heard
but then i'd probably apologize for speaking out of turn, and for speaking too loud
argh