Dear mom
Even though yeh ultimately I'm in charge of my own destiny I really feel you've failed me as a parent. This whole University thing was a complete fuckjob. If you didn't wanna help me with it, you should've said so from the begining instead of setting me up for a huge letdown at the last minute. You told me when it was to late for me to get any loans whatsoever for fuck's sake so I had no choice but to endure this shitty as all fuck year. And what'd you think I was gonna do during this year. You really think having to work a mcjob would make me straighten up and fly right or something. I've done so much drugs this last year I don't even recognize myself anymore. Did you not notice the change or do you just not give a shit. What the fuck kind of parent would want there kid working shitty ass jobs. Just wtf. I don't get any of this. All I know for sure is my life has not improved in the slightest, since this all happened and everything really fucking sucks and you could've helped me but you didn't you'd rather make sure your kid who doesn't remind you of the man who hurt you has everything. Well fuck you it's not my fault I'm like him. Ugh :(...