Today
This morning my bus was late.. :/ I had to put up with Mike and Jimmy longer than I wanted too...
Then I came in and went and seen Sean and I sat with him and Rima.
1st~ Review for the test tomorrow...
2nd~ Math worksheet stuff
Between here Rima and Michelle came running up to me to tell me Amber wanted to meet me and I was all excited and everything, but then sean got all blah which made me really sad...
3rd~ Weeped till the fucking teacher got in my face about it and made me do work.
Between here I got my stuff and went to put it in the room then Devin said well I guess shes leaving us so I didn't get to see Sean which made me even more upset...
4th~ Cried till lunch...
Lunch~ Hurried to go see Sean :) I was happy that I saw him after me being so upset.. then Amber said Hi and left :). Then Sean had to leave for class so Amber B, Rima, Michelle and I went and got lunch and stuff then after awhile Amber B went up to Amber and asked for her s/n for me but she said it would be pointless to have it because she is never on so I said alright and she sat there and touched me and I got all freaked out cuz In these pants it makes my fat that I already have feel fater but she touched me :). So we went upstairs and I saw the Jeff kid that everyone has been talking about so I went and talked to him... Sorry about that rima... :( you have to tell me when you stop liking someone.. really you do, you can dein it all you want but you did tell me last week or this week that you did have a little crush on him.
4th~ again... Husken took my fucking soda and never gave it back!! He better have a new bottle of soda for me tomorrow. Then I went to the bathroom and found that I was broken which was kind of funny sense sam and nick said something yesterday.
5th~ Pulled my tampon outta my shirt because the teacher wouldn't let me go to the bathroom so Michelle said that was the only way to let me go so I did and then we recorded our band.. which really suxs haha... :/ Sam and I need to learn to be quite because were too loud... and I need to learn how to play the damn rythems ha I'm bad at it. Then the teacher called me gay because I was messing around with sammy and I said hey hey I'm only half how many times do I have to tell you people and he looked grossed out but ya know thats fucking retarted because hes gay himself so he needs to go to hell...
6th~ Oh dear... Well.. We watched a movie.. the end. Ha yeah right, it was very fun :-D But I can't tell :x. I love you Sean ;) tehe.
So over all the day went up and down and stuff and hopefully tonight I will feel loved instead of hated, and at this point and time I'd like to talk to Sean about one thing nothing bad, but about his journal which its just the last entry :) love you once again sean.
Then I came in and went and seen Sean and I sat with him and Rima.
1st~ Review for the test tomorrow...
2nd~ Math worksheet stuff
Between here Rima and Michelle came running up to me to tell me Amber wanted to meet me and I was all excited and everything, but then sean got all blah which made me really sad...
3rd~ Weeped till the fucking teacher got in my face about it and made me do work.
Between here I got my stuff and went to put it in the room then Devin said well I guess shes leaving us so I didn't get to see Sean which made me even more upset...
4th~ Cried till lunch...
Lunch~ Hurried to go see Sean :) I was happy that I saw him after me being so upset.. then Amber said Hi and left :). Then Sean had to leave for class so Amber B, Rima, Michelle and I went and got lunch and stuff then after awhile Amber B went up to Amber and asked for her s/n for me but she said it would be pointless to have it because she is never on so I said alright and she sat there and touched me and I got all freaked out cuz In these pants it makes my fat that I already have feel fater but she touched me :). So we went upstairs and I saw the Jeff kid that everyone has been talking about so I went and talked to him... Sorry about that rima... :( you have to tell me when you stop liking someone.. really you do, you can dein it all you want but you did tell me last week or this week that you did have a little crush on him.
4th~ again... Husken took my fucking soda and never gave it back!! He better have a new bottle of soda for me tomorrow. Then I went to the bathroom and found that I was broken which was kind of funny sense sam and nick said something yesterday.
5th~ Pulled my tampon outta my shirt because the teacher wouldn't let me go to the bathroom so Michelle said that was the only way to let me go so I did and then we recorded our band.. which really suxs haha... :/ Sam and I need to learn to be quite because were too loud... and I need to learn how to play the damn rythems ha I'm bad at it. Then the teacher called me gay because I was messing around with sammy and I said hey hey I'm only half how many times do I have to tell you people and he looked grossed out but ya know thats fucking retarted because hes gay himself so he needs to go to hell...
6th~ Oh dear... Well.. We watched a movie.. the end. Ha yeah right, it was very fun :-D But I can't tell :x. I love you Sean ;) tehe.
So over all the day went up and down and stuff and hopefully tonight I will feel loved instead of hated, and at this point and time I'd like to talk to Sean about one thing nothing bad, but about his journal which its just the last entry :) love you once again sean.