That Music Is So Powerful...That It's Quite Out Of My Control...
Ok...So I NEED to use my journal more.
I seriously miss writing, and random blogging, and all the other stuff that I used to use this little corner of cyberspace for! And yet sadly my life has been a bit swallowed up by Biochemistry exams at the moment, and so that just isn't do-able. And its late at night...and I shouldn't be stressing, so instead I decided to do a meme to take my mind off things. But as a warning...it's probably VERY exam-centric to be honest, since that is all I can think about right now. Either way, if there is anyone reading this then hello to you! I know this journal isn't very interesting right now, but if you fancy saying hello back...well then you might just make my day. :)
So here comes the meme! :D
Has the last person you kissed, ever tried to unbutton your pants?
Figuratively speaking, yes. They have also failed.
Do you like to cuddle?
I do indeed. I thrive off human contact don't you know.
Will you be in a relationship in the next couple months?
Most likely not. I have pretty much come to the conclusion that there isn't a person on this earth capable of handling me for long enough to maintain a good relationship.
Are you excited for anything?
Finishing my exams next week would be nice. And summer sounds pretty good too, especially if the wonderful naddy comes over to see me. :) Oh, and the second year of my degree sounds pretty damn cool too. I get to genetically mutate worms. :D
Has someone ever made you a big promise & broke it?
Oh yeah. Many times.
Let's be honest, what does your last text say?
"Hah has he got any good ones? Xx" <------- And that is not as suggestive as it sounds. ;)
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
If they do then I am, as always, completely oblivious. If you like me then please, for the love of god, just spell it out to me ok? Otherwise I really am just going to be Miss. Unattainable.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
I do indeed. They say that you have best friends because you would never dream of acting so weird and normal around anyone else, and he is a perfect example of that.
What's something you really want right now, be honest?
To have passed all my exams?
Are you afraid of falling in love?
Ohhhhhh yes. Have I still managed it? Ohhhhhhh yes. :S
Are you in love right now?
Yes. Painfully. Unfortunately. Irreversibly. Completely...(Ouch, I sound like fucking Twishite.)
Anything happened to you in the past month that has made you really mad?
Apart from some guy completely breaking my friend's heart, no.
Do you drink water or soda more often?
Water.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Maths questions 6am-7am. Maths tutorial 9am-11.30am. REVISION. Organic chemistry tutorial 5pm-7pm. REVISION. You get the idea. :/
Are any of your friends virgins?
I really don't think that is any of my business.
Who are you dating?
Stryer...the man who wrote my biochemistry textbook. I spend everyday with it at the moment. :)
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes, but I won't.
Have you ever kissed "just a friend"?
Story of my life. Unfortunately it then turns out that they have a huge crush on you...that's when it gets messy.
Have you ever gotten burnt by a cigarette?
Oh yes. Did it on purpose once, not pleasant. I still have the scar though. :/
How many piercings do you have?
None what so ever.
Would you lie to the police if it would save your best friend's life?
Yeah. It's not moral, but I would probably do anything for him.
What should you be doing right now?
Revising or sleeping. One of the two. Probably the former.
Do you have a tattoo?
I want one, but no.
I bet you miss somebody right now?
Oh god yes.
Can you commit to one person?
I never used to think I could, but I think now its more a question about whether someone can commit to me.
Did you ever wake up in the middle of the night just to check your email?
Nope. That would imply that I sleep. :P
Has a wild animal ever been let loose in your house?
Unless we're referring to my cats, nope.
Is obsessing fun?
Depends. About a fandom? Yes, I've made a journal out of that one :P. About a person? Nope. About a career? Nope.
What do you like the songs you listen to to be about?
At the moment the songs I listen to aren't really about anything. I'm into some serious DnB, dubstep, electronica and neurofunk at the moment, so as long as its got a heavy bassline and its angsty, I'm happy. :)
Is sarcasm amusing?
As long as it's not done by me. :P
Do you feel like there's something missing in your life?
Not really. A bit of free time wouldn't go a miss though. :P
Are you feeling uneasy about anything?
EXAMS!!!!!!!
Does the sight of blood disturb you?
Not in the slightest.
Do you know who you want to spend the rest of your life with?
Myself? I could say yes, but who knows how I will feel in a year eh?
Do you try to eat healthy?
Yep, except I'm eating a decent bit of treat food to reward myself for revising. I've not been going to the gym either, so my fitness levels have probably plummeted slightly.
Are you afraid of being alone forever?
Yes. It's not a nice thought in the slightest.
Do you like where you are right now?
Physically? Yeah, Oxford is a nice city and I have a comfy room. Mentally? Yeah, though I am looking forward to being free from exams.
Are you completely comfortable with your sexuality?
Haha...but of course. :)
Do you like doing things alone?
I like to have my space, and just be able to lie back, headphonese and lose myself in my music. But then again, I love being around other people too, so I like a nice balance.
Are you happy right now?
Yes, I'm pretty darn content.
And that's all folks.
Love,
Siany
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