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i feel like everything has fallen apart right before my eyes. im not sure of anything right now. i was so happy two months ago, so happy and so naive. i'm all out of chances and reasons, i can't let people treat me like this anymore. i miss having someone to cuddle and hold hands with, to kiss, and the feeling that everything was alright. i will get it back though, and it will be better than the last time. i've been treated so badly that i don't know if any of what happened was real. lately it seems that people aren't who i thought they were, and that scares me. i know what i have to do though.