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first of all... i only write in this when im really down about something and i need to let it out. notice the time stamps on each entry.
i am crazy. insane. a mental case. I don't know what to do with myself. Sometimes (ok, alot of times) i fear the future and freak myself out... what if i am a complete failure? what if i have NO friends? what if NOBODY likes me? what will i do? And it's so hard to talk when the one person you actually want to talk to(or maybe two) can't or won't ever listen, either because they don't care or you just dont get a chance to talk to them at all. Sometimes i find myself panicking and being beside myself over something as stupid and trivial as having friends in school...
ahhhh i don't know what to do. i'm nuts.
i am crazy. insane. a mental case. I don't know what to do with myself. Sometimes (ok, alot of times) i fear the future and freak myself out... what if i am a complete failure? what if i have NO friends? what if NOBODY likes me? what will i do? And it's so hard to talk when the one person you actually want to talk to(or maybe two) can't or won't ever listen, either because they don't care or you just dont get a chance to talk to them at all. Sometimes i find myself panicking and being beside myself over something as stupid and trivial as having friends in school...
ahhhh i don't know what to do. i'm nuts.