Im an idiot, and apussy.
Why am I SO stupid to let him get to me like this? He's not my boyfriend, or anything of that sort! We hooked up once! But still, stupid idiotic things make me jealous! I wish I didnt have to feel that.
In other news, I am too much of a pussy to actually talk to red. I just cant muster up the courage to say anything at all!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!
And things were going so great...
I mean, I guess they are now...I'm doing well in school and I'm feeling a little better about myself, but in the boyfriend area I am a total flop. a big, fat, flop. 10 pts for whoever can guess what thats from.
I know things will be ok eventually, but in the mean time it hurts to wait.
♥♥♥
In other news, I am too much of a pussy to actually talk to red. I just cant muster up the courage to say anything at all!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!
And things were going so great...
I mean, I guess they are now...I'm doing well in school and I'm feeling a little better about myself, but in the boyfriend area I am a total flop. a big, fat, flop. 10 pts for whoever can guess what thats from.
I know things will be ok eventually, but in the mean time it hurts to wait.
♥♥♥