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Hey
Quick entry before I leave.
I'm going over Jes's and Im hopeing that everything goes well.'
I dont like to fight with them. And truthfully I dont think I did nething this time,but I dont care I just want it all to be over. I was so sick of everything today I didnt even want to volunteer today. And it was at my favorit place. Central Supply.
And another thing, when you think your parents couldnt get anyworse...... THEY CALL YOU SUICIDAL. They say I have been sleeping all day, not eating, not wanting to do anything, and yelling. Well if they only knew wat was going on inside of me it would just be another fucking day. They were serious they were talking about doctors, specialists, pychiatrists, medications, wtf. That is the last thing i want is to have to blame my problems of a stupid fucking pill. Altho it would be fun because I would be like at an all time high all the time. but thats besides the point. I am not crazy. well not that crazy. I just takethings too far sometimes and when im not busy or doing something i think about things that upset me and what not so I am try everyone. I am.
Goodbye
Quick entry before I leave.
I'm going over Jes's and Im hopeing that everything goes well.'
I dont like to fight with them. And truthfully I dont think I did nething this time,but I dont care I just want it all to be over. I was so sick of everything today I didnt even want to volunteer today. And it was at my favorit place. Central Supply.
And another thing, when you think your parents couldnt get anyworse...... THEY CALL YOU SUICIDAL. They say I have been sleeping all day, not eating, not wanting to do anything, and yelling. Well if they only knew wat was going on inside of me it would just be another fucking day. They were serious they were talking about doctors, specialists, pychiatrists, medications, wtf. That is the last thing i want is to have to blame my problems of a stupid fucking pill. Altho it would be fun because I would be like at an all time high all the time. but thats besides the point. I am not crazy. well not that crazy. I just takethings too far sometimes and when im not busy or doing something i think about things that upset me and what not so I am try everyone. I am.
Goodbye