THIS IS NOT ABOUT JUST ONE PERSON !
Yesterday, All my troubels seemed so far away.
Now it seems that there here to stay
O I belive in yesterday.
Im Through with the whole whos whos friend thing. I dont care anymore. If you wanna be my friend, so be it. If you dont, owell. Im not here to make friends, but to make a difference. I could careless with wat people say about me. Right about now I cant really stand anyone. Im tierd of feeling sad, upset, confused,etc. I know I might act happy all the time but it dosent mean I am on the inside. I like to help people and make people happy so I act happy. And thats another thing Im done helping people evn when they ask for it. Apparently helping a friend is considerd butting into buisness. So im out, I quit, for get it all. I know on of these days all of a sudden ill just stop feeling. Ill feel nothing. then ill look down for a slight moment and see empty medication bottels on the floor or a black residue on my hands and know that now I will be happy from then on. If thats wat it takes...
If I smile but dont belive.
Soon I know Ill wake from this dream.
Dont try to fix me Im not broken.
I am the lie living so you can hide.
Now it seems that there here to stay
O I belive in yesterday.
Im Through with the whole whos whos friend thing. I dont care anymore. If you wanna be my friend, so be it. If you dont, owell. Im not here to make friends, but to make a difference. I could careless with wat people say about me. Right about now I cant really stand anyone. Im tierd of feeling sad, upset, confused,etc. I know I might act happy all the time but it dosent mean I am on the inside. I like to help people and make people happy so I act happy. And thats another thing Im done helping people evn when they ask for it. Apparently helping a friend is considerd butting into buisness. So im out, I quit, for get it all. I know on of these days all of a sudden ill just stop feeling. Ill feel nothing. then ill look down for a slight moment and see empty medication bottels on the floor or a black residue on my hands and know that now I will be happy from then on. If thats wat it takes...
If I smile but dont belive.
Soon I know Ill wake from this dream.
Dont try to fix me Im not broken.
I am the lie living so you can hide.