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Ive been listening to emo music so this will be a super emo entry. Very Emo. In fact its all going to be in poem form.
Orange Sky is a good song.. it makes me emo... emo is a good feeling... its not sad.. its not happy... but it makes you realize... that youre alive...
I realized that half of the dreams i have are about zombies or sex. Its probably because zombies and sex are what i think about half the time. I had this dream where i found out being a zombie was an STD... then like when you orgasm you turn into a zombie. Last night i dreamt about zombies. I was in a theme park with a bunch of people, all i can remember is charles and davis though. And davis takes a bat and breaks it over a zombie, then we find out that its just a guy that works there.
You know somedays i wake up feeling really good, and its because i had a good dream about someone or something. And it doesnt make sense to me because i wake up from a good dream happy then become sad because i realize thats not how things are, and with bad dreams its the opposite. I wake up scared or sad or angry, and then i find out its not real and i get relieved, and happy and life goes on in the real world.
Of everything in this world i think that dreams are what we understand the least about. We can make assumptions but we can never really see a dream.
I thought about what i want to be when i grow up and i thought about some things. I want to be a psychologist maybe. I also would want to publish a magazine or own my own business. but what i want to be more than anything is a mailman, im not sure why but i think being a mailman or even a teacher would be the greatest jobs you could have. Oh well.. iknow ill end up workign some douche douche douche douche douche docue doudc doucde cduoehceueodh chideohd ocdoheud odhceoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee do odgud co z
I dont know if im gonna go to semi-formal or not, do you really need a date? It's hard to get a date when youre me. I hate dances i start out by making an ass of myself for an hour or so, then the rest of the time im emo and hate my life and sit and ponder being a huge fag. *sigh*
I hope no one reads this.....
Orange Sky is a good song.. it makes me emo... emo is a good feeling... its not sad.. its not happy... but it makes you realize... that youre alive...
I realized that half of the dreams i have are about zombies or sex. Its probably because zombies and sex are what i think about half the time. I had this dream where i found out being a zombie was an STD... then like when you orgasm you turn into a zombie. Last night i dreamt about zombies. I was in a theme park with a bunch of people, all i can remember is charles and davis though. And davis takes a bat and breaks it over a zombie, then we find out that its just a guy that works there.
You know somedays i wake up feeling really good, and its because i had a good dream about someone or something. And it doesnt make sense to me because i wake up from a good dream happy then become sad because i realize thats not how things are, and with bad dreams its the opposite. I wake up scared or sad or angry, and then i find out its not real and i get relieved, and happy and life goes on in the real world.
Of everything in this world i think that dreams are what we understand the least about. We can make assumptions but we can never really see a dream.
I thought about what i want to be when i grow up and i thought about some things. I want to be a psychologist maybe. I also would want to publish a magazine or own my own business. but what i want to be more than anything is a mailman, im not sure why but i think being a mailman or even a teacher would be the greatest jobs you could have. Oh well.. iknow ill end up workign some douche douche douche douche douche docue doudc doucde cduoehceueodh chideohd ocdoheud odhceoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee do odgud co z
I dont know if im gonna go to semi-formal or not, do you really need a date? It's hard to get a date when youre me. I hate dances i start out by making an ass of myself for an hour or so, then the rest of the time im emo and hate my life and sit and ponder being a huge fag. *sigh*
I hope no one reads this.....