Sep 17, 2004 12:25
i think im finally getting over him. not that it took that long but still. im proud of myself. im actually showing some willpower. i hope hes read evrything in here too. its easier having him find out on his own rather than me tell him. at least he knows how i feel. not that it wud hav ne effect on him. cuz hes an asshole of course. but knowing him, hes too lazy to read this all n his friend told him. even tho i told his friend not to. but thats the way it goes. u cant expect a guy to actually b trustworthy. neway.
rich is sleeping over!! n im hoping we get completely wasted. cuz i definately need it. i gotta go. my mom wants me to spend sum quality time with her cooking eggs (we never actually cook. its usually frozen first). later.
*Lea*