merry f*cking christmas
well, wow... how can things get any worse??? i told brianna to be with jason because i knew its what she wanted and she did, now i have been totally forgotten about... oh well, not the first time for that and most likely not the last either... i am in Dubai, U.A.E.... the land that gets less than 5 inches of rain a year, whats the point of even hoping for snow... this is so depressing, no snow, no presents, no family, no friends... just a big gray boat and 3000 people who dont give a shit about me, and thats not counting the people i call friends who telling me merry christmas was at the bottom of their to-do lists... oh well, i am quite used to it by now, how do you think i thought of the member name? someone please tell me how to get out of this heavy state of depression i am in... i am going to try to sleep my useless existence away... if anyone cares
peace
peace