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my braces are coming off september 7th. 4 years of misery finally over...
the only time I usually update this thing is when I am up really late (or early), and have time to think... and at times like this, I regret stuff... I regret going through high school as a blur... I didnt have any friends, I didnt care about anything, and I have no good memories... That doesnt sounds right...
After I hit 9th grade, I basically lost all my friends from junior high, got braces, started getting shitty grades, started the band up, and basically stopped caring about allot of other people.. everything fell apart except for music, which is basically all I focused on...
I had a dream last night about this girl that I knew through junior high and high school, and I felt really good... just about her being there... and it made me sad, because my whole 4 years in high school, I just kind of observed allot of people's lives and what was going on with them, but I never talked to them, or actually let them know how I felt... but I actually cared about them... I was just too afraid to let them (her) know... and things got screwed up, but I never meant to let her hate me in the end... it wasnt even my fault, or choice... I just wish things ended up different
its funny what dreams can do to you. they can be so real that they can change the way you think about different things... they let you see, touch, and hear the things that you have buried in the back of your head for so long. its a beautiful thing.
the only time I usually update this thing is when I am up really late (or early), and have time to think... and at times like this, I regret stuff... I regret going through high school as a blur... I didnt have any friends, I didnt care about anything, and I have no good memories... That doesnt sounds right...
After I hit 9th grade, I basically lost all my friends from junior high, got braces, started getting shitty grades, started the band up, and basically stopped caring about allot of other people.. everything fell apart except for music, which is basically all I focused on...
I had a dream last night about this girl that I knew through junior high and high school, and I felt really good... just about her being there... and it made me sad, because my whole 4 years in high school, I just kind of observed allot of people's lives and what was going on with them, but I never talked to them, or actually let them know how I felt... but I actually cared about them... I was just too afraid to let them (her) know... and things got screwed up, but I never meant to let her hate me in the end... it wasnt even my fault, or choice... I just wish things ended up different
its funny what dreams can do to you. they can be so real that they can change the way you think about different things... they let you see, touch, and hear the things that you have buried in the back of your head for so long. its a beautiful thing.