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time to update!!!
um so lately stuff has been blah again. i lost like 348395236476 friends because everyone's a liar & they deny everything they say and then i get blamed for being honest. and i get left with 0 friends, so yay for that. um i got my report card & my daddy said i wouldn't get in trouble since we were in europe and i missed a million+1 things, but he still decided to ground me until intern reports come out?? or report card or something, idk. whatever, not like i have a life anyway. not like he actually let me go to shows. wow, i went to one. big fucking woop dee doo. blah yeah. k. um. i watched the notebook today. holy effin gosh. NOAH is fucking gorgeous, even with facial hair, i guess. he's perfect, and that is the greatest movie i have ever seen. i cried so much at the end. my tshirt was wet&my chin was trembling even after i finished crying, AyMayZing. today at dinner my mommy was staring at me stuff my face & she said to my daddy "look at how beautiful our daughter is" and they just stared at me, and they looked at me a way they never have before, it scared me but made me feel loved. yeah i'm gay. um tomororw's ash wednesday&i have to eat fish, yuck. and i have to go to church to get some ashes on my forehead. hot, i might go with my girlfriend zuzanna, but i'm not shure yet. um yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. k.
