Mary's right...

[just_a_guy_gurl]

yes. i actually said that. but she is. Mary, you were right about being scared. i dont want to be hurt again. im fucking sick of it actually. it happens every single time. but i dont want to cry over him again anytime soon. though, yes, its probably inevitable. i am in denial, and i dont want to ssee things. i do though. i really do. but i dont want to. im used to not having these things and getting over them, and while i might have it, i cant get over it. my heart htes you btw for pointing all of this out to me... i wont stop thinknig and therefore my brai nloathes you. but i still love you. thats all the matters. = ] alli can smell now is the perfume on me and cant stop thinking about him. grrness. mary. i need help. and you my dear. we need to have a nice little conversation. you already know what i am going to say and i dont care. i am going to talk to you about it all whether you like it or not. = ] im just like that. im jesus, remember?'

but im still waiting for you to call me back.. hmf.

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