someone, please give me a logical explaination
today was good, my friend moira is pretty amazing, and got me pretty crunk in systems today. haaa although this apparently makes me a dummie.
i don't know why i feel so down right now, i have no reason to feel that way. everything is going pretty good for me. i get roses, and make up flowers, and i even get to fall asleep with him on the couch. i'm thinking maybe it's just hormonal, because i don't know what else i could even ask for.
i guess it's just not an easy thing to deal with, knowing that you no longer give a shit about me.
this is my "i feel completley miserable, but i'm trying not to let you know" look. maybe this is how i feel? God, i don't even know.
so i have one of these things.. you know where it's like "well i always say..." well here goes, i really think life is beautiful, so when days or nights like tonight happen i find myself saying "madison, no matter how ugly life feels right now, it really is beautiful. life really is beautiful." cliche? i don't know? but i like it, and i swear to God Tom Petty saves my life.
notice those beautiful flowaaas
and he even tells his friends