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Last days were just 'ouch!'
One week, too many tests, twice beat up, one 'violent' game of soccer and a grand headache >___<
Had that game today and I tell you .. buys are just violent *groan* the game was great, good action, everyone played and at least half the team got fouled. David has a twised wrist and my ankle is twited too, as well as some too much streched muscles on my back, the others have just some bruises. But I tell you .. that was one freakin' game! And I loved it :D
Daniel [not my uncle] beat me up again today -_- and I think he dislocated my shoulder ... freakin' idiot ... if I'd just be stronger to fight back, but no .. I have to be a weakling ... and damn does my shoulder hurt -____- I think I'll ask Dominic for help ... we might not be on the best terms ... but he'll help me, at least I hope so ...
When he beat me before, Marc .. would be there to help out, but now that he's gone ... it seems as if Daniel is picking more on me ... maybe he wants revenge for the time when Marc beat him back for landing me in the clinic for some days. I don;t get this guy .. what did I do to him? Is it really like he says .. for being fat, ugly and wearing braces and being a nerd? I may be ugly and fat and I wear braces, but I'm not a nerd. I just study to keep up with school. I can't help that. I just wish he'd leave me in peace, his blows are painfull ...
I found something in someone's blog and decided to put it here too. Dunno why I did it -_-
1. do you get jealous easily?
= very ...
2. what have u been doing these past few days?
= studying, excercising, trying to find some free time ...
3. last movie u watched?
= Alexander and Anaconda [last night]
4. who's with you?
= my dog!
5. where was the last place that you and your bf/gf had been?
= I .. don't have a bf? *rolleyes*
6. fave song?
= this Reason - Hoobastank [weird, how I hate and love it at the same time ...]
7. what are u planning to do this weekend?
= Sleep the whole day, then go to Goh or Ank and just chill ... and listen to my new CD's [yesh Bambi ... I got Franz Ferdinand too ... but you'd have to show your butt on msn to get them ... ]
8. what are your plans for tomorrow?
= live through soprts with my shoulder XD
9. do u smoke/drink?
= neither [at least I don't drink daily .. just on some occassions ...]
10. any people inlove with u right now?
= who would ... lol
11. do u prefer sms or talking on the phone?
= depends on the message being told, if it's something long or important then talking, if not them smsing ...
12. are u missing someone right now?
= yes ... some of my close friends ...
13. what are u doing right now?
= trying to get rid of my headache and listening to music
14. when was the last time u received a sms?
= that was about ten minutes ago
15. 2 words to say about u?
= weird/uninteresting
16. name ur good friends.
= Goh, Ank, Paula, Kaśka, Wojtek, Raquel, Carlie, Tiff, Kavi, Marce, Gabs, Al, Ripley, Lena, Kyle ...
17. who do u want to kiss right now?
= no one ...
18. one person u want to spend the rest of ur life with?
= no such person anymore ...
19. what were u doing before this?
= making dinner and hw
20. what are you thinking now?
= nothing .. I have a grand headache *groans*
21. what did you do last night?
= water
22.what did you last say to a friend last night?
= Good Night to Paula in an sms ... that was a cut off from our sms talk ...
23. what attracts you to the opposite sex?
= eyes, hair style
24. who makes you happy?
= friends, mum!, songs .. depends ....
25.what are you wearing now?
= my short-soccer-like-pj's
26. who was the last person you talked to?
= mum
27. what do you want to tell someone you love but you haven't told yet?
= I don't love anyone currently so .. there is nothing ^_^ besides ... after lat time, no telling anymore
28. when is your birthday?
= 20th November 1987
29. when is your crushs birthday?
= no crush ...
30. when did you last smile?
= today at the soccer game, yesh was time for smiling =P
31. why did you answer this?
= *shrug*
32. when will you marry?
= the question is IF I will ...
33. When did u last receive a gift?
= christmas
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1. WHOSE PICTURE(S) DO YOU CARRY IN YOUR WALLET?
= mum's, sis', friends [Kavi,Quel,Marce,Kyle]
2. WHAT'S YOUR PC WALLPAPER?
= a collage wallpaper of Se7en
3. WHOSE NUMBER(S) DO YOU HAVE ASSPEED-DIAL ON YOUR PHONE?
= um .. everyone's ... dun have an Asspeed-Dial ... or so I think at least ^^'
4. IF YOU PRAY, WHAT WILL YOUR LAST PRAYERS BE TO GOD?
= For my family and friends to be well
5. HOW MANY FRIENDS ARE ON YOUR FRIENDSTER?
= 3 .. dun go onto it that much ...
6. ARE YOU GOING TO BE DELETING ANYONE SOON?
= no ...
7. WHEN YOU'RE DOWN OR NEED HELP, WHO DO YOU CALL?
= Goh or my online friends
9. WHAT IS THE HARDEST PART ABOUT BEING SINGLE? THE EASIEST?
= The hardest is: that it kinda hurts to look at couples and how happy they are
The easiest is: that you don't have to get hurt in the process
10. HOW MANY LOVES DO YOU THINK IT WILL TAKE YOU TO FIND THE RIGHT ONE?
= how do I know ... had just one anyway and it hurt
11. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
= I would do much ...
12. WHAT IS YOUR MOOD TODAY?
= bleh and ouch
13. THE LAST PERSON/PEOPLE YOU MET?
= Kaśka
14. QUESTION(S) PEOPLE BEEN ASKING YOU LATELY?
= Does it still hurt? [I think this question has been asked a hunderd times today >__< ]
15. THREE THINGS THAT YOU WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW?
= go sleep or get some painkillers
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WHO ..
-makes u smile
family, friends
-pays your cellphone bills
mum duh ... I don't have money for it ^^'
- who do you think loves you
family, friends maybe ...
-who do you want to slap
the guy that beats me up _<] and Volunteer Circle
#15. do u do drugs: nope
#16. what shampoo do you use: Dove, Timotei Conditioner
#17. what's your greatest fear: being left alone, claustrophoby, fear of darkness
#18. who is e last person tat called u?: um ... mum! at school ... in maths -______- my teacher almost threw me out ...
#19. the last person who sms'ed you?: Paula
-favourites-
#2o. color: black, dark blue, dark green, maroon
#21. food: depends on my mod, but mostly something with fruits or pancakes
#22. boy's name: Sebastian, Sirius, Dominic
#23. girl's name: Laura, Elisabeth, Sophie
#24. subjects in school: German, English, Computer Studies, Sports
#25. teacher: P. Ulman
#26. place: home
#27. animal: dog, dolphin, orca,
#28. sports: soccer, volleyball, gymnastics
#29. drink: pepsi, cherry coke, water
-do-
#3o. you wish you could live somewhere in: not really
#31. you think about suicide: yes, doing it just now after todays events ^^
#32. you believe in online dating: Not anymore ...
#33. others find you smart: *choke* nope ...
#34. you want more piercings: maybe
#35. you drink: nope
#36. you smoke: no
#37. you do drugs: never
#38. you like cleaning: yesh
#39. you like roller coasters: love 'em
#4o. you act loud/quiet in a crowd: depends, really
+-have you-
#41. ever cried over a girl/boy: countless times
#42. ever cheated over a boy/girl: never
#43. ever lied to someone and felt guilty: who didn't ...
#44. ever been arrested: no
-number-
#45. of times i have had my heart broken: you don't wanna know ...
#46. of hearts i have broken: none to be honest ... at least that;s what I know ...
#47. of girls i've slept with: *cough* none ...
#48. of boys i've slept with: *cough* none ...
#49. of drugs taken illegaly: lol none
#50. of people i consider my enemies: heh ... there are some ...
#51. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: twice or so ...
#52. of times u made a fool of urself in public: don't remind me -____-
-do you think you are-
#53. smart: no
#54. funny: *shrug*
#55. hot: lol
#56. friendly: I think so ...
#57. clever: sometimes
#58. lovable: I'm trying to ...
#59: caring: yesh
#6o. sweet: trying to ...
#61. cute: dun think so ...
#62. arrogant : no
#63. cheeky: depends .. lol
#64. photogenic: no ^^'
-your-
#65. motto: Smile, even as your tears fall ...
#66. best subject: german, english, computer studies, sports
#67. weakness: being naive and lazy
#68. next ambition: finish school
#69. rhythm sense is: ish good
#70. last words: none really ^^'
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Pick 1 of ur scars out now.. how did u get it?
so many .. ok ... Leg - got it with 7 by falling out of the tree and onto the payvement[sp?], got a break and it was stitched, leaving a scar
Have u ever written poetry?
my hobby
Do u remember birthdays?
yes
Do u noe what time u wer born?
5.15pm
Do u have a birth mark? where?
left side of my back
Would u call urself a romantic?
hopeless romantic ... well helpless too ... lol
What were u doing b4 u started filling this in?
posting
What is ur favourite gum?
can't chew gum because of braces
Fav chocolate?
Snickers! =D
Fav candy (non chocolate)?
Chupa Chups ^_^
Chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?
vanilla
What is d first thing u notice on sum1 (opp sex).?
eyes and hair style
What's ur fav smell?
mum's cooking ^^
Fave sound that u hear often?
music! it's a sound too
What r u thinkin about rite now.
sleep ... and why the h**l I'm doing this?
What is ur fav disney movie of all times?
Peter Pan
What color r ur eyes?
Dark brown
Have u ever slept with a stuffed animal?
yeah, and even now, but mostly when I'm lonely or depressed or crying
What's the name of the stuffd anmal?
it doesn't have one ^^'
Who was ur first crush wen u were little?
my cousin XD lol don't laugh :P
What kind of hair do u llike on the opp sex?
better short
Who out of ur frens have u known the longest?
Kaśka
Sunrise or sunset?
Sunset
Where can u c urself being proposed to/at..?
by a lake or in a park .. dunno ^^'
What r ur fave movies?
Finding Neverland, Anaconda, Troy, HP, LOTR, AWTR, A Series of Unfortunate Events ...
Where can u c urself goin for ur honeymoon?
somewhere warm and sunny and lovely ...
Can u play an instrument?
piano, keyboard
Do u speak a different language?
polish[native],german,english,italian, tiny bits of other ones
What was the first gift sum1 ever gave u (of d opp sex)?
can't remember ^^'
Fav band(S)
Good Charlotte, Green Day, Blue, Hoobastank, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Yellowcard,
What kind of books do u like to read?
adventure, magic, angst, drama, sometimes romance,
Do u like poetry?
yes
How do u like ur coffee?
rather whiteish
What's ur fav phrase to use?
shut up!
Dragons or dinosaurs?
dragons
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the last one would be too much X_____x maybe another time ...
Gotta go now and find sleep ... and painkillers -______-#
Bye peeps ...
One week, too many tests, twice beat up, one 'violent' game of soccer and a grand headache >___<
Had that game today and I tell you .. buys are just violent *groan* the game was great, good action, everyone played and at least half the team got fouled. David has a twised wrist and my ankle is twited too, as well as some too much streched muscles on my back, the others have just some bruises. But I tell you .. that was one freakin' game! And I loved it :D
Daniel [not my uncle] beat me up again today -_- and I think he dislocated my shoulder ... freakin' idiot ... if I'd just be stronger to fight back, but no .. I have to be a weakling ... and damn does my shoulder hurt -____- I think I'll ask Dominic for help ... we might not be on the best terms ... but he'll help me, at least I hope so ...
When he beat me before, Marc .. would be there to help out, but now that he's gone ... it seems as if Daniel is picking more on me ... maybe he wants revenge for the time when Marc beat him back for landing me in the clinic for some days. I don;t get this guy .. what did I do to him? Is it really like he says .. for being fat, ugly and wearing braces and being a nerd? I may be ugly and fat and I wear braces, but I'm not a nerd. I just study to keep up with school. I can't help that. I just wish he'd leave me in peace, his blows are painfull ...
I found something in someone's blog and decided to put it here too. Dunno why I did it -_-
1. do you get jealous easily?
= very ...
2. what have u been doing these past few days?
= studying, excercising, trying to find some free time ...
3. last movie u watched?
= Alexander and Anaconda [last night]
4. who's with you?
= my dog!
5. where was the last place that you and your bf/gf had been?
= I .. don't have a bf? *rolleyes*
6. fave song?
= this Reason - Hoobastank [weird, how I hate and love it at the same time ...]
7. what are u planning to do this weekend?
= Sleep the whole day, then go to Goh or Ank and just chill ... and listen to my new CD's [yesh Bambi ... I got Franz Ferdinand too ... but you'd have to show your butt on msn to get them ... ]
8. what are your plans for tomorrow?
= live through soprts with my shoulder XD
9. do u smoke/drink?
= neither [at least I don't drink daily .. just on some occassions ...]
10. any people inlove with u right now?
= who would ... lol
11. do u prefer sms or talking on the phone?
= depends on the message being told, if it's something long or important then talking, if not them smsing ...
12. are u missing someone right now?
= yes ... some of my close friends ...
13. what are u doing right now?
= trying to get rid of my headache and listening to music
14. when was the last time u received a sms?
= that was about ten minutes ago
15. 2 words to say about u?
= weird/uninteresting
16. name ur good friends.
= Goh, Ank, Paula, Kaśka, Wojtek, Raquel, Carlie, Tiff, Kavi, Marce, Gabs, Al, Ripley, Lena, Kyle ...
17. who do u want to kiss right now?
= no one ...
18. one person u want to spend the rest of ur life with?
= no such person anymore ...
19. what were u doing before this?
= making dinner and hw
20. what are you thinking now?
= nothing .. I have a grand headache *groans*
21. what did you do last night?
= water
22.what did you last say to a friend last night?
= Good Night to Paula in an sms ... that was a cut off from our sms talk ...
23. what attracts you to the opposite sex?
= eyes, hair style
24. who makes you happy?
= friends, mum!, songs .. depends ....
25.what are you wearing now?
= my short-soccer-like-pj's
26. who was the last person you talked to?
= mum
27. what do you want to tell someone you love but you haven't told yet?
= I don't love anyone currently so .. there is nothing ^_^ besides ... after lat time, no telling anymore
28. when is your birthday?
= 20th November 1987
29. when is your crushs birthday?
= no crush ...
30. when did you last smile?
= today at the soccer game, yesh was time for smiling =P
31. why did you answer this?
= *shrug*
32. when will you marry?
= the question is IF I will ...
33. When did u last receive a gift?
= christmas
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1. WHOSE PICTURE(S) DO YOU CARRY IN YOUR WALLET?
= mum's, sis', friends [Kavi,Quel,Marce,Kyle]
2. WHAT'S YOUR PC WALLPAPER?
= a collage wallpaper of Se7en
3. WHOSE NUMBER(S) DO YOU HAVE ASSPEED-DIAL ON YOUR PHONE?
= um .. everyone's ... dun have an Asspeed-Dial ... or so I think at least ^^'
4. IF YOU PRAY, WHAT WILL YOUR LAST PRAYERS BE TO GOD?
= For my family and friends to be well
5. HOW MANY FRIENDS ARE ON YOUR FRIENDSTER?
= 3 .. dun go onto it that much ...
6. ARE YOU GOING TO BE DELETING ANYONE SOON?
= no ...
7. WHEN YOU'RE DOWN OR NEED HELP, WHO DO YOU CALL?
= Goh or my online friends
9. WHAT IS THE HARDEST PART ABOUT BEING SINGLE? THE EASIEST?
= The hardest is: that it kinda hurts to look at couples and how happy they are
The easiest is: that you don't have to get hurt in the process
10. HOW MANY LOVES DO YOU THINK IT WILL TAKE YOU TO FIND THE RIGHT ONE?
= how do I know ... had just one anyway and it hurt
11. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
= I would do much ...
12. WHAT IS YOUR MOOD TODAY?
= bleh and ouch
13. THE LAST PERSON/PEOPLE YOU MET?
= Kaśka
14. QUESTION(S) PEOPLE BEEN ASKING YOU LATELY?
= Does it still hurt? [I think this question has been asked a hunderd times today >__< ]
15. THREE THINGS THAT YOU WANT TO DO RIGHT NOW?
= go sleep or get some painkillers
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WHO ..
-makes u smile
family, friends
-pays your cellphone bills
mum duh ... I don't have money for it ^^'
- who do you think loves you
family, friends maybe ...
-who do you want to slap
the guy that beats me up _<] and Volunteer Circle
#15. do u do drugs: nope
#16. what shampoo do you use: Dove, Timotei Conditioner
#17. what's your greatest fear: being left alone, claustrophoby, fear of darkness
#18. who is e last person tat called u?: um ... mum! at school ... in maths -______- my teacher almost threw me out ...
#19. the last person who sms'ed you?: Paula
-favourites-
#2o. color: black, dark blue, dark green, maroon
#21. food: depends on my mod, but mostly something with fruits or pancakes
#22. boy's name: Sebastian, Sirius, Dominic
#23. girl's name: Laura, Elisabeth, Sophie
#24. subjects in school: German, English, Computer Studies, Sports
#25. teacher: P. Ulman
#26. place: home
#27. animal: dog, dolphin, orca,
#28. sports: soccer, volleyball, gymnastics
#29. drink: pepsi, cherry coke, water
-do-
#3o. you wish you could live somewhere in: not really
#31. you think about suicide: yes, doing it just now after todays events ^^
#32. you believe in online dating: Not anymore ...
#33. others find you smart: *choke* nope ...
#34. you want more piercings: maybe
#35. you drink: nope
#36. you smoke: no
#37. you do drugs: never
#38. you like cleaning: yesh
#39. you like roller coasters: love 'em
#4o. you act loud/quiet in a crowd: depends, really
+-have you-
#41. ever cried over a girl/boy: countless times
#42. ever cheated over a boy/girl: never
#43. ever lied to someone and felt guilty: who didn't ...
#44. ever been arrested: no
-number-
#45. of times i have had my heart broken: you don't wanna know ...
#46. of hearts i have broken: none to be honest ... at least that;s what I know ...
#47. of girls i've slept with: *cough* none ...
#48. of boys i've slept with: *cough* none ...
#49. of drugs taken illegaly: lol none
#50. of people i consider my enemies: heh ... there are some ...
#51. of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: twice or so ...
#52. of times u made a fool of urself in public: don't remind me -____-
-do you think you are-
#53. smart: no
#54. funny: *shrug*
#55. hot: lol
#56. friendly: I think so ...
#57. clever: sometimes
#58. lovable: I'm trying to ...
#59: caring: yesh
#6o. sweet: trying to ...
#61. cute: dun think so ...
#62. arrogant : no
#63. cheeky: depends .. lol
#64. photogenic: no ^^'
-your-
#65. motto: Smile, even as your tears fall ...
#66. best subject: german, english, computer studies, sports
#67. weakness: being naive and lazy
#68. next ambition: finish school
#69. rhythm sense is: ish good
#70. last words: none really ^^'
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Pick 1 of ur scars out now.. how did u get it?
so many .. ok ... Leg - got it with 7 by falling out of the tree and onto the payvement[sp?], got a break and it was stitched, leaving a scar
Have u ever written poetry?
my hobby
Do u remember birthdays?
yes
Do u noe what time u wer born?
5.15pm
Do u have a birth mark? where?
left side of my back
Would u call urself a romantic?
hopeless romantic ... well helpless too ... lol
What were u doing b4 u started filling this in?
posting
What is ur favourite gum?
can't chew gum because of braces
Fav chocolate?
Snickers! =D
Fav candy (non chocolate)?
Chupa Chups ^_^
Chocolate or vanilla ice-cream?
vanilla
What is d first thing u notice on sum1 (opp sex).?
eyes and hair style
What's ur fav smell?
mum's cooking ^^
Fave sound that u hear often?
music! it's a sound too
What r u thinkin about rite now.
sleep ... and why the h**l I'm doing this?
What is ur fav disney movie of all times?
Peter Pan
What color r ur eyes?
Dark brown
Have u ever slept with a stuffed animal?
yeah, and even now, but mostly when I'm lonely or depressed or crying
What's the name of the stuffd anmal?
it doesn't have one ^^'
Who was ur first crush wen u were little?
my cousin XD lol don't laugh :P
What kind of hair do u llike on the opp sex?
better short
Who out of ur frens have u known the longest?
Kaśka
Sunrise or sunset?
Sunset
Where can u c urself being proposed to/at..?
by a lake or in a park .. dunno ^^'
What r ur fave movies?
Finding Neverland, Anaconda, Troy, HP, LOTR, AWTR, A Series of Unfortunate Events ...
Where can u c urself goin for ur honeymoon?
somewhere warm and sunny and lovely ...
Can u play an instrument?
piano, keyboard
Do u speak a different language?
polish[native],german,english,italian, tiny bits of other ones
What was the first gift sum1 ever gave u (of d opp sex)?
can't remember ^^'
Fav band(S)
Good Charlotte, Green Day, Blue, Hoobastank, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Yellowcard,
What kind of books do u like to read?
adventure, magic, angst, drama, sometimes romance,
Do u like poetry?
yes
How do u like ur coffee?
rather whiteish
What's ur fav phrase to use?
shut up!
Dragons or dinosaurs?
dragons
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the last one would be too much X_____x maybe another time ...
Gotta go now and find sleep ... and painkillers -______-#
Bye peeps ...