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[just_a_cheryl]

Feeling pretty good today. Woke up with some anxiety but now just feeling a bit hyper, feeling like I want to do things again. I also feel more inclined to be around people and friends. When I start to feel like this, it's almost like nothing ever happened and I start expecting people to treat me like nothing's happened. I think the problem is that I'll get into one of my depressed moods and won't talk to people and then when I feel better I go back and expect people to treat me the same. Part of my problem with keeping friends is that I don't try hard enough to keep them. I won't talk to people for ages and then when I start talking again it's difficult for them to reconnect to me. I know that's my fault. I need to work harder at not shutting out people at times. That's my New Year's Resolution--to be a better friend.

I've got my psych appointment tomorrow. Eye doctor appointment today. I need new contacts. It's good that I'm pushing myself to do things again.