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Hey guys!! wow!! its been so long but its so hard to make time for this kinda stuff.....well the big thing right now is that me and nick are no longer a couple.......yeah the 4-5 months of peace are now over........but its the hardest thing that I have ever done...........I want so bad to not be with him but he makes it so hard to tell him that I dont want to EVER be with him again....EVER.....at least not anytime soon........I do love him though no matter what happens I will always love him.......and I hope that he knows that.....and never forgets........but I need somthing different I wasnt completely happy with him........and when your not happy...........what can you do............????????? But yeah and so there is this guy im talking to and hes a really sweet guy............I just hope i dont fuck myself over by breaking up with nick for this guy...........Im mean he wasnt the reason for the break up but he contributed to the doubt inside...........he seems like a really nice person so we'll see what happens......................well im gonna leave it at that
love all of you guys SO MUCH,
Tina